Sowon's POV
I was again trapped inside my dorm. Jin oppa had been calling me for 30 minutes but I just ignored him. I wanted to be left alone. All the stress in my head made me dizzy and tired.
I turned on the news to relax my brain for a while and get caught up with the other stuff. "BTS came back to Korea after their world tour," said the news.
Suddenly the door started unlocking. The weird thing was that all the girls were on schedule. Jin oppa came inside the dorm. I was surprised, I didn't really want to see him right now.
He instantly hugged me when he saw me, and I took it by another surprise. "Are you okay? Did any sasaeng do anything to you? Did Chanyeol do anything to you?" he asked constantly as he checked me to see if I were hurt.
"I'm... fine oppa," I replied. "Why didn't you receive my calls?" he asked. "To be really honest, I wanted to be left alone, in peace actually. My brain has been buzzing all week," I said. "I kind of regret becoming an idol. The media is focused on us," I sighed.
"Well, if you weren't an idol you would've never met me," he said. I smiled at him and took a deep breath.
"What if the fangirls try to kill me?" I asked. "Then I'll protect you," he responded. "You know I love you, right?" I said with trust. "Of course, I also love you," he answered. We sat on the couch and watched the news.
"You have another wings tour soon, right?" I asked. "Yeah," he answered shortly. The news were talking about me and Chanyeol oppa, BTS returning to Korea, and some new comebacks this month.
"I'm going to tell the media about us in one of our wings tour," he said. "No, we can't do that right now. The fans are already mad because of Eunha and Jungkook. I don't want anymore haters than now," I said strictly.
"We aren't gonna get anywhere if we don't release our relationship," he insisted. "I want the whole media to know that you're mine. I can't help but feel mad and... jealous when fans ship you with another person," Jin oppa said.
"No... just it's a no for now," I said. Jin oppa kind of got mad at my response because he didn't talk for the next 30 minutes.
"Do you not feel jealous when I get shipped with other people?" Jin oppa finally said. "I do, but I don't really care because I have trust in you," I reasoned. "Do you not trust me?" I asked. Jin oppa didn't answer me.
"Why... aren't you answering," I sighed. He looked at the floor and his face had guilt in it. "You should go now before people see us," I said. "Okay, love you," he said before leaving.
I honestly felt lonely after he left, and I regretted sending him away. I sat back down on the sofa and chewed some gum.
The bell rang, and I looked at the peak hole to see who it was. Chanyeol oppa.
I slowly opened the door to see Chanyeol oppa standing there. He smiled at me weakly.
"Are you gonna let me in or keep me standing here?" he asked. Realizing that, I quickly opened the door wider to let him in the house.
"Why are you here?" I asked. He didn't answer and watched the news. "Are you gonna reply or what?" I asked.
"Are you going to give me a chance?" he asked. I looked at him and he was staring at me desperately.
"I... have a boyfriend," I finally said."You do?" Chanyeol oppa asked shocked. "Yeah, I do," I replied. He looked at me with wide eyes. "Does he know... about us?" he asked. "Yeah, he was here just a while ago," I said.
"Who is he?" he asked. "He's... Jin oppa," I said heavily. He looked more shocked now. "I should go," he said as he stood up. "Don't tell anyone about this," I said to him. He nodded before leaving.
I've done it. I've told him the truth now, but will the truth stay with me?
The door bell rung again, and I once again lazily got off the couch to open the door. It was Jin oppa again, but with chicken. "I thought you'd be hungry," he said trying to pull off a smile. I brushed my mad side away for a while and invited him in once again.
"You know what, I should bring in food every time you're mad," Jin oppa said jokingly. "True that," I said playfully and ate some chicken. "I'm sorry, for today I mean, for everything," he said. "It's okay, I've told Chanyeol oppa already. About us, that is," I added when I saw Jin oppa's confused face.
"That's good, he would know not to cross the line," he said happily as he grabbed a chicken and started eating too. When we were done eating, we played some games and watched some things on the TV.
"I should go now, we would start practicing," Jin oppa said as he got off the sofa. "Take care," I said before he left. I cleaned up the mess we created and waited for the girls to come. I was bored and all, and Nayeon was too busy to answer my calls.
"You'll be able to start your schedule again tomorrow," I reminded myself. I turned on some music and started to just wander around the dorm. Then the girls finally came. "Unnie we're here," they said happily.
"Yuju unnie almost spilled the milk you packed for us today," Sinb said. "Wow, Yuju is such a trouble maker," I teased. "Almost, I didn't actually spill it," she defended. We laughed as I got to the kitchen to cook some dinner for the girls.
"Did somebody come here? The house is so clean," Umji stated. "Oh that, Jin oppa visited me a while ago," I answered. "Oh, by the way unnie I want my egg a bit salty," Umji said as she turned on the TV.
"Guys, Twice asked us if we wanted to play together this weekend since we have the day off and they do too, wanna play?" asked Eunha. "Yeah, sure. I'm gonna text our manager to tell him then," Yerin said as she grabbed her phone from her pocket.
"Well that was a long day," I muttered as I lied down on the bed. "You know, I'm starting to feel calm again unnie," Yerin stated as she also lied down on the top bunker. "Good night," I said as I flicked the switch and the lights turned off.
Author's Note:
This was a quite short chapter.
I'm currently having depressions attack me so I can't update as much as I want to. I'm happy a second ago but now I'm depressed like a woman who lost her child. I'm just so sad... well anyways despite this issue I've been planning some more chapters, so I'll create more drama the next chapter.
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FanficJin and Sowon. What a lovely couple. Only if the k-pop world would let them live.