americano | verkwan (edit)

fourteen

- dedicated to my best friend softchen -

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"do you have work tomorrow?" seungkwan mumbles with his forehead pressed against the window, staring out.

"no, why?" seungkwan's face lights up and he turns to hansol with a bright smile.

"will you just stay at home all day tomorrow, then?" hansol can't help but to notice the slight excitement in seungkwan's voice as his eyes sparkle.

"i guess, since i don't–"

"can i stay here for a while?"

the sudden request makes hansol go silent as he stares at the blond boy sitting in front of him. they weren't even that close but here they were, seungkwan sitting in the window with hansol, asking to stay for a while. it just didn't feel real, hansol almost pinched his arm to see if this was one of his dreams once again.

"i know this is sudden but if my mum–"

"of course you can stay."

the two of them speak at the same time. seungkwan looks surprised at hansol as he puts his mug down on the tiny coffee table beside the window.

"wait really?" seungkwan shuffles closer once again and grabs ahold of hansol's wrists. hansol's mind is going crazy at the sight of seungkwan coming closer and his touch... his touch.

seungkwan sit with his knees down between hansol's feet, his warm hands holding hansol's wrists gently. hansol's head hits the wall behind him as seungkwan's face continues to come closer and closer. hansol's heart thumps quickly but he can't move, it's as if his body has been frozen in place but his seungkwan's touch was fire.

hansol swallows and nods in hope of seungkwan turning his head away.

"thank you!" seungkwan shouts as he leans in, he lets go of hansol's wrists and let them slide around hansol's waist, again. since they both were in a sitting position, when seungkwan leaned in he lost his balance and fell down on top of hansol's stomach as he chuckles.

there they are. the two of them. seungkwan laying between hansol's legs, chest against chest, cheeks pressed against each other and that lovely scent is surrounding hansol once again. hansol don't know how to react so instead of doing anything he just lays there, scared to move a muscle.

"really, thank you, vernonie." a hot whisper in hansol's ear which send chills down his entire body.

"please accept my love and hug me back damnit." seungkwan giggles in hansol's ear and hansol feel his face and ears turn red and his fingertips tingle as he slowly slide his arms around seungkwan's waist.

hansol closes his eyes with a sigh and smiles. hansol can hear the very faint sound of seungkwan blinking, his before established, long eyelashes tickle his cheek and makes his heart flutter.

seungkwan hums quietly and satisfied with his face close to hansol's. hansol had never been in a hug for as long as he'd been with seungkwan. but who knows, maybe he just hugged all people like this.

"i really like this, you know?" seungkwan whispers.

those few words made the butterflies in hansol's stomach go crazy as his body tingled from his words. when hansol was this way his mind couldn't produce words correctly. so his heart decides to.

"so do i."

if hansol would have been in his normal state of mind, he'd never say that out of pure embarrassment. but there was something about having your crush laying on top of you saying that he likes it that really made hansol's mind collapse completely.

"should we go to sleep?" seungkwan mumbles sleepily in hansol's ear. hansol nods slowly and they release each other from each other's arms. as soon as seungkwan's body lifts always from hansol the ice cold air his him and he shivers.

"you cold?" seungkwan chuckles and stands up. hansol hums in response and they head to brush their teeth before sleeping.

"how are we doing this?" hansol says and points at the bed, seungkwan tilts his head and stares with a puzzled look up at hansol.

"what do you mean?"

"where do you wanna sleep?" seungkwan can't help but to laugh after hearing hansol's question. did he really think they weren't going to share his soft bed?

"your bed of course," seungkwan smiles. "with you."

"wha– really? y-you want to?" hansol laughs nervously and stares at the bed, can't bare to make eye contact with seungkwan in this exact moment.

"of course, its cold." seungkwan's soft voice echoes in the quiet room and hansol feel something lean on his shoulder. seungkwan leans his head on hansol's shoulder with a giggle before once again linking arms with the younger boy, slowly dragging him closer to the tiny bed.

"it's 1 am." hansol speaks without really knowing why.

"i know, let's sleep." seungkwan jumps down on the bed and under the soft duvet. hansol stands there, awkwardly looking down.

should he just, lay down? beside seungkwan?

"ah vernonie, come here." seungkwan says in a slight baby voice and hansol blushes.

"i can't believe we only met a few weeks ago and you're actually home here and we're seeping toge-no wait not like that but like laying down beside each other holy shit i didn't expect this you know like–" seungkwan grabs hansol's hand and pull him down in the bed to stop him from rambling more. seungkwan then proceeds to gently put the duvet over hansol's slightly cool body and shuffle closer.

"you talk to much you know that?" seungkwan rests his head on hansol's shoulder and link arms.

"i–" hansol stutters and can't stop the feeling of joy hitting him as the two boys' bodies are firmly pressed against each other. like a dream come true.

"seungkwan?" hansol mumbles.

"call me hyung, vernonie." hansol feel his cheeks heat up.

"a-ah, hyung?" seungkwan chuckles at hansol's nervousness.

"mh." seungkwan's warm voice hums in the dark.

"will you keep me warm tonight, hyung?"
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a/n:
i know i usually post on sundays,
but since it's gabriella's (my best friend) birthday today i decided to post
both sunday and today !!

gabs, i love you a lot i'm sorry i can't
do more for your birthday but just know
that you mean the world to me thanks
for blessing us with your existence

- your hanna ♡