|Everyone one but me| Kaede x Saihara

All the things

"Saihara-kun...?"

He looked at her with glossy eyes.

"Can you both leave us alone for a moment...?" Saihara spoke quietly.

Maki and Kaito looked at each other and nodded. They stood up and closed door behind them silently. Silence slowly started filling the room.

"Saihara-kun I-" Kaede spoke but Saihara cutted her off.

"I'm sorry" he sobbed as he hugged her and hid his face in the crook of her neck. "I'm so so sorry."

She brushed his hair lightly. At first he shuddered under her touch remembering all the things they did together but he quickly realxed.

"You don't need to apologize" She whispered. "It's all my fault."

"No it's not!" He looked at her. "If I didn't kicked you out that night this wouldn't happend!"

"If I didn't visited you that day it all wouldn't happend!" She pointed out as tears started falling down her cheek. "It's all my fault! I hurted you! I lied to everyone! You shouldn't even be here! I'm not worth it!"

"You are worthy!" He argued.

"I hate myself!"

"I love you!"

Silence filled the room again.

"I love you..." He repeated smiling slightly. "Don't call yourself unworthy... Please..."

She looked at him speechless. He leaned in and kissed her lightly. She opened her eyes in suprise.

"Saihara-kun wait..."She gently pushed him away from her. He looked at her, his smile started to fade slowly. "I think we should stop..."

Something cracked inside him.

"W-What do you mean?" He asked nervously."

"I can't hurt you anymore." She admitted. "Let's just forget about it, forget about each other."

"So you don't really feel anything to me..." He mumbled "All the things we did together... Meant nothing to you after all, huh...?"

"It's not like that and you know it..." She smiled pitifully. "I need to take a little break."

He didn't say anything. He just stood up and walked towards the door.

"I understand" He opened the door and stopped. He looked at her and smiled."Goodbye Kaede."

At first she looked suprised at him but eventually smiled back.

"Goodbye Suuichi."

And then he dissapeared behind the door.