|Everyone one but me| Kaede x Saihara

Mistakes like this

Inspired by song: Prelow - Mistakes like this
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Two weeks passed since they last met.

She left him alone in his cold king sized bed without any word.

No messeges, no phone calls, nothing.

Everything they did ment nothing.

That left Saihara with his throughs alone.

"Why did you even agree to that?!" Kaito asked with anger in his voice.

Saihara was currently sitting in his kitchen playing with a can of beer in his hand.

"I don't know..." He sighed. "She was really desperate and I wanted to help her..."

"But that was a bad decision" He cut him of. " Whoever that girl is she's not worth it. Look at yourself! You're getting drunk at your friends house just because some girl broke your heart.

"Yeah, your right" Saihara chuckled lightly. " I'm 
pathetic."

"You should go home and think about it alright?" He suggested.

"Yeah I'm going."

Saihara took his jacket and walked to his house that wasn't really that far away. It was a five minutes walk but it usually took him more time if he was in throughs.

Just like today and any other day since their last meeting.

He finnaly reached his house.

It was ten in the evening now.

He pulled the keys from his pocket and locked the door.
When he walked inside his grey broken inside eyes met her liveless ones.

She was standing near the window holding a can of beer he bought yesterday. Her face was lighten by moonligh that made her look like she wasn't even real.

He simply grabed another can of beer from the fridge an walked to her. It was his fourth one and his vision started to get kinda blurry. He did't care.

No one said anything they just looked out of window looking down at cars that were hurring to return home from work as fast as they could.

The tension stsrted to grow. Eventually they made an eye contact. The two were locked in a battle who will say something first.

Without thinking, Saihara stuck his hand out and began running his thumb along Kaede's lip.

She froze, but didn't try to make him stop.

Saihara put his hands against her cheeks before his mouth crashed against hers.

She would try to jerk off or at lest broke from the kiss but she wasn't thinking straight right now so she let it go.

He left her lips and decided to move to the next exposed part of her which happend to be her neck. He dipped down and pressed his lips sloppily over her delicate skin peppering it with small bites that will leave marks next day.

She closed her eyes.

After being satisfied with marks across he neck he finnaly decided to move to another unmarked part of her body.

He started placing small heated kisses down the front of her shirt, making her squeak beneath his hot touch.

And then he stopped, much to her displeasure. She opened her eyes abd looked down at him with curiosity.

He stood up and looked at the ground.

"Get out..."

Silence filled the room as tears started falling down his cheek on the floor sinking in his carpet.

She silently grabbed her jacket that she left on his bed and closed the door behind her.

....

 
Why did he do that...?