Forever Doesn't Mean Always...

Chapter 1

It all started in fourth grade when Mickey Skarlight bullied me, because he had a crush on me. That broke open a whole new story and living hell for my life, I was teased, chased, taunted, pushed, yelled at. Everything you could think about bulling wise. I had to deal with. Then my "little" 100 pound, ass hair part, had to go home to my parents yelling and my sister and brothers arguing over who was going to watch cat dog or recess first. I would always just go to me and my older sister's (Bethany and Deanna) room and sit in there and doodle.

I was the only 4th grader who could ride a skateboard, I was always called weird because I could do trick flips that the boys couldn't do. It was "weird and unusual" for a girl to ride skateboards and get her hands dirty. I had 3 friends, Maddie who was in my grade and the only person who understood me and would listen, we would continue to be friends all through middle school, high school and college.

Then I had Matthew, I always thought he was cute, he was older than me, he was a 5th grader and played football and baseball. I'd always go to his game's at the park and then when he noticed i was there, i had to pretend i was riding my skateboard. I thought he was so cool, little did i know he would destroy me..

Then there was Austin. I never really cared for Austin. He hung out with Matthew and always followed Matt around like a little puppy. Maddie however, was like dead in love with him. His head was just stuck to far up Matt's ass to realize it. But Maddie thought he was the shit, just like i thought Matt was.

Hi, My name's Meghan Crossfeild and this is my "love" and life story... A.K.A living hell.. This is why I'm now depressed, broken, left and dead in love with him. Trying to get over him when he keeps coming back and kissing me and flirting and loving me, where it all started, and how it all ended. Why it ended. Why I should've stayed and just dealt with the pain in a better way, and why i'm sorry to everyone I hurt.

(Super short I know but I'm posting 2 tonight as well!)