Forever Doesn't Mean Always...

The Hard Part

It was a week later and I hadn't talked to Matt. Things were okay between me and Ryan. I missed Matt like crazy. I found out we only lived about a mile from my cabin. I know Matt hadn't left or anything so I decided to walk there. I couldn't take it. I missed him so bad. I didn't know Ryan that well to decide if I wanted to be with him. He was kinda crazy. I was scared if he got too mad he'd hit me.
So I talked to Nichole about it and she told me she'd always support me. I hugged her tightly and told her I loved her and I packed my things while Ryan was at work. Nichole is my best friend and has always been here for me.
I started walking at about 8:15. Knowing that Ryan wouldn't be home until 9.
I walked until I got there. I just kept telling myself. If he can't change then I'll just have to leave. I knocked on the door and I heard him sniffle and unlock the door. He had a bottle of water in his hand and his eyes were red from crying. He looked at me and gasped. I dropped my bag and held him tightly he grabbed me and hugged me I cried into his shoulder. Suddenly I heard a truck go by. I knew the sound and it was Ryan. He slammed on the brakes and I knew we had to run.
I grabbed my bag and ran inside. Matt locked the deadbolt and the lock. He looked at me and walked towards me. I threw my bag and jumped on him and we made out. I heard the door breaking so I grabbed matts arm and ran to the bedroom.
I grabbed a shot gun and cocked it. It was the only gun in the house.
"Meghan? Come out come out where ever you are."
I texted Nichole and told her to drive down here with Kody.
"Where the fuck are you?!" He said as I  heard a bullet curnel hit the floor.
I looked at Matt and mouthed that I loved him. I walked out and looked at him
"Ryan!" I said as I cocked the gun
He turned around and smiled then he cocked his gun.
"We we're having such a great time Meghan. Why would you leave. Before I knew it he had his hand squeezing my face.
"You're not leaving princess."
He jerked my face and backed up
"Chose. Me or fucking him! Remember who treats you better."
I looked up with tears in my eyes and was grinding my teeth.
"Always him! Forever and ever! What are you gonna do Ryan? Fucking shoot me? Kill me? Touch me and he'll kill you."
I heard Nichole run to the door and she started banging on it and screaming. She was crying. Then it suddenly was like a slow mo. He aimed the gun and pulled the trigger...