Forever Doesn't Mean Always...

Ch: 22 Back Agian and The End...

Braxton and I were just not working. He wanted things I could just not give him. I came home from the grocery story to find him banging some random chick. Sorry that I am 30 weeks pregnant and don't want to have fucking sex. I kicked him out. Alone. In this huge ass house. With twins on the way. Alone. I asked matt to meet me for dinner. I know what I said. And did. I asked him to consider moving in with me and helping with the twins. For their sake. We went to Kelsey's because that's what I was craving the most. He said he would and he owned up to his mistakes and he now knows what he did was a horrible terrible thing to do.

Needless to say he moved in that night. He helped me walk in my house. Now our house. This last month had been bat shit crazy. I just wanted to be with matt. It had always been him. He's hurt me and I've hurt him. But at the end of the day I love him so much. He's my best friend. For the first time in a month I fell asleep and stayed asleep. Next to him. Cuddling. And happy.
The next week or so he was so sweet. Helped me with everything. He was mine and I was his. We didn't leave the house because I was supposed to be in bed rest. We were so happy, he gave me my ring back and held me close as much as he could. He never left my side. He proved to me that he had changed for the better. I could be myself around him. Braxton just scared me and i felt like he only wanted me for sex and thats not what i want as i am 8 months pregnant. I want to fucking sleep like damn.
Something weird was happening and I got scared. This water and blood starter pouring out of me. Matt drive me to the hospital and this is where it got worse. They told me I had to have these babies now there was no waiting. I told matt to call everyone and he did. They started wheeling me to a procedure room and I started screaming. This pain was insane. Everything was happening so fast. More blood was coming. Then I started to push. In the middle on the hallway. The doctors were freaking out. We got to the room and I was bleeding really bad. They kept telling me to push and push and  I was terrified. I started going out of it. I got the first baby out and matt was crying and kissing me telling me he loved me and stuff. I was crowning and crying. I had told matt if it came down to it, save the babies. Not Me. He was really upset. I got the second one out and held her. For a split second. And that's when everything started beeping. And i could feel it. I was bleeding. Bad. Matt took her and held me in his arms as well. "She looks like you babe."
I smiled and they told me to just keep breathing. I knew what was coming. I cried and held them. My twins. My babies. And that was it... that was the last thing. Then it all went black. This time I didn't come back.. it was done. I was dead...

(Yes I know horrible ending. Well, I'm starting a new book lol. It's called Star Crossed! Go check it out. Much love lol)