Alysa Pov
After Junior and Aiyden left I cried all night. Not because they left but because no matter how hard I work and how much love and care I have for them, it'll never be enough. All I ever wanted was a perfect family. And on top of that instead of August laying beside me cheering me up he had to leave because he has to go on tour. They couldn't just wait until the next day but instead call him at 2 in the morning to get up and leave. Uggghhh this shit is stressful.
I haven't smoked a blunt in years but tonight I am to ease my pain.
Knock knock
Who tf knocking on my door at 3 in the morning?
Aly- Come in
Ma can I talk to you?
Aly- Yeah, come in Alex
Alex Pov
Why don't they love me? Why is it because I'm different I get treated different? Ma idc if it makes me look weak but can I please go to a different school or better yet move in my own place?😥😥
Aly- Baby they do love you but when you start hanging around nothing ass people you become a nothing ass person! The people they hang around don't have family that loves them but they do and they still chose to be with them. You are perfect and don't you ever forget that. And momma know you not weak so yes you can transfer to a different school & once your old enough you can get your own place.
Alex- Thank Ma & I love you. And I know they hurt your feelings as well so if you want to talk I'm here for you as well.
Aly- Come here baby. I swear I love you. You are going to be a great husband and father one day.
Alex- Hopefully
Alysa- No baby you will. From this day coward don't ever let another person tell you what you can't do‼️ Now I love you and goodnight 😘
Alex- Goodnight ma😘
Aly- I love all my kids so much but especially him. He still acts and treat me the same way he did when he was younger. My babies are growing up but now things are about to get a lot stricter. I refuse to let my under babies treat me like Junior & Aiyden‼️
