After crying last night I just wanted my husband to wrap his arms around me and never let me go. As I roll over I realize that he's gone again. I hate days like this. When I need him the most, he's never here. And I can't call because it's a certain time I can call. I never question my husband loyalty but times like this makes me think otherwise! Like you that busy that you can't even call & check on your WIFE & KIDS? Sometimes I thinking about doing a pop up on him but if I have to do all that then I don't need to be married‼️
August been gone for a month & I haven't heard from him at all. You can't do things like that anymore. We're married not boyfriend & girlfriend anymore. Moments like this break my heart. And on top of that my bday was yesterday & guess what I enjoyed by myself and my beautiful children. If my husband wants to be free then he will. When he come back home he want hear me questioning him like I used to because I see now that it's not worth it.
Honestly, I wish I could talk to my sister about my problems but she isn't answering either!🙄 Like do everybody I love not care about my anymore?
I have been trying to not think about my situation that I have been pulling doubles at work. And I even have the kids there to help as well. So while I'm working & cleaning we are still bonding with each other. I don't Ben plan for us to go to Disney world next week but it's a surprise. 😊 My babies are going to be so happy.
Next week came
Ava- Ma can I go over Sasha house? Alex- And Ma can I go over Jake house? Alysa- No & No but y'all can go pack so we can go to Disney world
Screeaammmmmm yay we going to Disney world Kids- Your the best mom ever‼️
3 hours later we finally boarded the plane
Omg look at the view mom
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I see now leave me alone so I can go to sleep & hopefully when I wake up, it'll be time to get off. Maddie & Ava- Scary self 😂😂 Aly- Forget y'all lil reaches Alex & Markel- 😂😂
5 long hours later
Alex- Ma wake up we here Aly- Thank god & when we get off everybody please stay together. Kids- Ok Ma
After getting our suitcases we waited for our personal driver to pick us up.
Ava whispering- Ma ain't that da over there kissing on aunt Allison? Aly- Huh? Where? Ava- Over there
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I couldn't believe my eyes & yes indeed it was my husband and sister in fact KISSING. As a betrayed wife & sister I wanted to go beat they ass but as a mother I decided to turn away and not get their attention. Aly- Ava do me a favor and zoom in and take a picture without being notice. Ava- Ok Ma
After she got they picture I sent it to my phone and kept it as a reminder to NEVER trust anyone again! I put on my shades and shut my eyes close to keep the tears from falling down. As much as I wanted to go get in bed and ball up crying, I had to spend time with my children first. I put the biggest smile on & the most cheerful face
Alysa- So which ride do y'all want to get on first? Kids- Waterslide, roller coaster, the King Kong, swinging monkey I tell you what we can get on all of them in order Kids- Yay
And for the rest of the day I spent my time with my kids & and getting on almost every ride their ways. Today was a fun day with my family of 5 including myself. 😊😊
