Alysa Pov
I woke up with the worst headache.m ever. As I looked around my room, I couldn't believe my eyes. I let my feelings get the best of me last night. I needed that though. I needed to feel all that pain so I could finally go ahead with my decision today.
Knock knock
Aly-come in
Ava- Omg Ma are you ok? Did someone break in
Aly- No but what are you doing here? I thought you would be gone for the whole weekend?
Ava- I am but Ma I need to tell you something?😥
Aly- It's ok baby girl, tell me
Ava- Ma I'm I'm pregnant
My heart just stop. I been wrapped around my own lifestyle and problems that I haven't really been paying my kids as much attention as I should. She's only 14, wtf is she's going to do with a child? I'm not gone beat her ass because I blame us as her parents who should've paid her more attention to her, our kids period.
Ava- Ma Ma did you hear me? Are you ok Ma? You zoned out
Aly- Yes I hear you. Go up stairs and start packing your clothes and call everyone else except your father and tell them to come home and start packing.
Ava- Are we moving because of me? I'm sorry mom, I don't want to move.😥 I'll get an abortion mom, we can stay here.
Slap 👋🏼
DON'T YOU EVER IN YOUR FUCKING LIFE SAY YOU'LL HAVE AN ABORTION‼️ DO YOU FUCKING HEAR ME?
Ava- y-yes ma'am 😭😭
Aly- I'm sorry for putting my hands on you but you need to understand a child is a blessing from god, not garbage that you can throw away whenever you feel like it. Now I blame us for not watching you enough for you to end up pregnant but it was you who made the decision to lay down, have sex, & end up pregnant. We're not moving because of you but because this family needs a fresh start from bullshit and lies. From this day forward I want you to talk to me about any and everything.
Ava- Yes ma'am and I'm sorry mom
Aly- I know baby 😘 now go call everyone and start packing
I didn't mean to put my hands on her but that brought back painful memories.
Years ago
Alvin- Baby do you want to have kids with me someday?
Alysa- of course baby!
Alvin- 🙂 How many babies you want to have?
Alysa- As many as you want daddy 😊
Alvin-😏 show daddy how many kids you want to have
And after that we had long passionate sex
2 week later
Alvin- Baby you ready to see the results
Alysa- baby I'm scared what if it says negative
Alvin- it want baby
He gave me hope so I flip over the pregnant test only to see a negative & I cried until I couldn't cry any more
Those 2 weeks turn into checking 1,3,5,8 months later to see if I would get pregnant
I gave up so I finally went to the doctor to see what's the problem. Only to find out I'll never have children.
Only people who can't have children will understand the pain a person goes through, you can't have a child. The disappointment, the pain, the failure. All while watching your friends get pregnant over and over & you know that's never be you! 😥😥
But look at my family size now. I'm a mother of 8 and 1 in the making. I love my family and I wouldn't trade them for nothing in the world.
Knock knock
Come in
Ma we're sorry 😥 can we please come back home Ma please
And look who it is Junior and Alex
Alysa- Hold on (dials Aiyden number)
Aiyden- Hey Ma, wats up?
Aly- I have someone who wants to speak to you
Aiyden- Ok
Aiyden I know what we did was very wrong and low down but can we please come back home? Please Aiyden, I swear from the bottoms of our hurt we're sorry!
Aiyden- I'm not a mean person, so if course I see yea. But the second they cross me, they getting the fuck out of my life.
Aiyden- Yea & Ma we are on our way home now.
Alysa- Ok & as for you too go up stairs and start packing, we're moving.
