Then Again, Maybe Not. (Our2ndlife fanfiction)

Chapter Nineteen

(Lexis POV)

He placed me gently on the bed. Kian got up and hovered on top of me. He started smacking sloppy kisses, which he knows I love. He stands up and reaches in his pocket. "You sure you want to do this?" He asked swinging the tiny packet between his thumb and index finger. "Yes. But," I want to help him put it on but how would he react.

He cocked his head sitting on the bed, "What is it?" Kian's voice was shaky as if I was going to deny him. "Can I , may I.. I help you?" My cheeks felt like a volcano. He smiled ripping open the package. "If you want to. I'll help you with it tho." Kian sets down the wrapper and slides his pants off. I giggle at the sight of him in his boxers. I'm prepared for this. Or maybe I'm not. If it's with Kian I'll do anything to have it like this. He sets the condom in my hand and places his hands over mine. "You sure?" Kian asks to much questions. I nod.

He pulls my hand over his length and helps me slide it on. It wasn't actually that hard to apply one. I laugh in my mind at my thoughts. Kian pushes me back slowly and I allow him to remove my shirt. He starts sending little kisses from my pant line to my mouth. Out of surprise I feel him mouthing at my chest. I let a soft moan escape my lips.

Kian drags himself down my body. I help him pull off my jeans. I was ready. Ready for Kian. Everyone says losing your virginity hurts. I bet it does having something like that inside you. Kian pulls my lace underwear off slowly. I close my eyes and reopen them to Kian hovering over me. "Ready?" he asks. His brown eyes gleamed. "Of course." I reply unsure. I didn't want to feel pain but if it's with Kian, it's worth it.

He gives me a long passionate kiss as I feel him push slowly into me. I let out a small cry. "You want me to keep going?" he asks frozen in place. I nod fast. I slam my eyes shut arching my back a little. I feel him keep pushing. It hurt, a lot. I feel him start to thrust slowly. He places another long passionate kiss to help me forget the pain. I smile letting him know it's ok. He starts going a bit deeper and faster.

It feels amazing but very painful. Everyone was right, it hurts. Maybe even worse. "Hon." He whispers into my ear. "I'm about," he places his head on my shoulder, "To. Come." I giggle as he pulls out. Kian lays down right next to me. He removes the condom and throws it in the trash. My panting slows down. "You're amazing." He turns and places a kiss on my cheek.

"So are you. Society is right it hurts but guess what." I turn towards him, "You're worth it." We cuddle up and shortly I find him passed out. I decide to fall asleep with him.

(Jc's POV)

"You still hurting, princess?" I ask sitting down next to her. "A little bit. I think it's fine to stand." She blushes, standing up. I stand up with her. I wrap my arms around her waist. "Hey babe I have a question." I ask her as she turns around. "Hm?" Haley looks up with a raised eyebrow. "I have something set up for tonight, like a date. You wanna go?" I think she deserves something special. After what she has done for me. Haley have me one of the best experiences in the world. I love her. I never want her to leave my side.

"Of course. Just," she looks down at the ground. "I have to do a few things at home with Lexi first. I feel like I'm leaving her out. Would it be ok if this weekend I spent it with her?" It's only Thursday. I guess I mean it's right for get to spend time with her best friend. "Why wouldn't it be? You and Lexi deserve some quality time." I smile and kiss her forehead.

"Can you drive me?" she asks walking to get her shoes. "Yeah." I laugh. I slip on my leopard print vans. I help her walk down the stairs. She scrunched up after every step. Soon as we got in the car she let out a huge sigh of relief. "Tomorrow. Do we even have lessons?" she looks over at me. "Not that I know of. I think there is teacher meetings." I place a hand on her thigh.

She places her soft hand on top of mine. We arrived at he house shortly. "Bye. I had an amazing time. I love you." She places a passionate kiss on my lips. Haley trips a little but turns and waves bye. I hate having Haley leave, but I understand she wants to spend time with her friend. At least I'll see her tonight. This will be extremely special, especially for her. Haley honestly deserves the best.

(Haley's POV)

I walk up to my room. Lexi and Kian are probably still asleep. It's only eleven thirty. I get into clean clothes. I put on baggy jeans. I don't need my legs squeezed especially when I still feel a bit of pain. I honestly can not wait to see what Jc has planned for our date. He's the most amazing, boyfriend. He's just perfect. I can't believe I didn't see it in him at first. Maybe I was a bit to harsh.

I hear someone walking down the hallway. Probably Lexi. I run to my door, ignoring the pain. I swing open my door and Kian trips at my appearance. I laugh, "Are you okay?"

I grab his hand and help him up. He's in only jeans. "Yeah. I didn't know you were coming. Jc said he planned something for you guys." He stands up. Damn. He's tall. "He is." I smile at the thought. "But I have some plans for Lexi and I this weekend. You should go hang out with Jc over the weekend too." I hit his chest playfully.

"Probably. Lexi's still asleep." Lexi walks out of her room. "Nevermind." Kian laughs and goes up to her and kisses her. "I'll see you guys later." He says going down the stairs. "Love you Lex." He calls before shutting the door. Lexi giggles. "Ow. Sh*t." She sits down in the middle of the hallway. "What's wrong?" I sit next to her.

"You promise you won't get mad?" she looks up. "First I have something to tell you." I say before answering her question. She raises her eyebrow. "Jc and I," should I really tell her this. I have to. "Did something. Last night." Lexi rolls her hand forward telling me go on. "Let's just say," I breathe in heavily, "I'm not a virgin anymore." I blush really bad.

She laughs in my face. "Hey!" I hit her arm. "Same." She whispers. What the f*ck. Lexi actually gave in a had sex with Kian oh wow. we both giggle. "Well this weekend is girls weekend. But tonight Jc set a date up so you can see Kian. Just tonight. This weekend your mine." I hug Lexi.

"Alright. I'm starving what's for breakfast?" I help her walk down stairs. "I already ate so I'll make you some toast." I walk into the kitchen, remembering Jc's sweet breakfast. As I started making her toast it smacked me in the face, I miss Jc already. Nope. This is girls weekend I need to spend time with Lexi. I finish making her toast and give her it.

"So what was it like?" she asks laughing.

** AUTHORS NOTE**

Okay. This is the one and only Haley. First off Lexi and I want to thank you for already 400 views. It might now seem like a lot but it is! Thank you guys so much!!