about a boy - a collection of poems & words

whoever said time heals is a bullshit liar

"just give it time," they said.

"there will come a day where it won't hurt anymore."

so i cry bullshit.

no, i scream bullshit.

i will scream bullshit at the top of my lungs because time won't heal this mutilated heart.

after a day, i was anxious for a month to go by

and after one month i was anxious for another.

eight months have gone by and  still feel the same damn way i did on that first day.

my heart still aches when i spit your name,

knowing that things will never be the same.

i break whenever i look in your eyes

and look for signs of regret in your lies.

i can't bear to go another month,

another hour,

another year.

i can't believe i'm saying this,

but i still love you.

how sincere?