Crazy beautiful Love Old Version. (Human Verison)

Chapter nineteen: I won't give up

The baby at the side is my new baby cousin, she is now getting out of the NICU, thank God :) She will be the model of Katherine Jackson in this story from now on!! lol Thts why it has Katherine name on it instead of her real name :D

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“You can’t make me leave without my babies!” I yelled to a nurse. I have been in the hospital for two days now. And my babies cant home with me for couple of weeks. “Why are you doing to me?!”

“She has to Britany. It’s their fucking job! Stop acting like a damn baby, and get over your damn ass self.” I heard a familiar voice say.

I turned around and faced the person. My jaw dropped when I saw who it was. “What do you want, Angel?”

Angel walked closer to me. “To apology for what I had done to you. It’s my fault your twins are born early.” I was about to open my mouth when she put her finger on my lip. “Don’t speak. It’s Angel turn to talk. I’m so sorry that I was a bitch to you, I’m sorry I became friends with Ashley. I’m sorry for everything.”

I didn’t know if I should trust her or not. She has to own that trust back if she wants to be back friends with me. I won’t put up with her bullshit. “Whatever.” I said coldly. “If you to be back friends then you better be showing it.”

She had a huge smile on her face. “I will! I can own my trust back starting now!”

I just rolled my eyes.

She better be keeping that promise of hers. “You have only one chance and that’s all. If you mess up then it’s over.”

“How’s your babies?” She asked,  changing the subject.

“They could die at any moment!” I shouted, which only brought tears to my eyes. She didn’t know how much pain I’m in right now. She can’t see me slowly dying because of my twins. She won’t ever go through this pain. She would never be a teen mother. She’s not stupid. “Want to come with me to see my girls?”

She nodded. “Of course, I’m dying to see them!” I was glad we were back to friends; this just made my day so much better. She linked her arm through mine as we began to walk down the hallway to the NICU.

Midway there, we stopped dead in our tracks. There was a woman holding her baby boy in her arms on the floor. I knew something was wrong by just looking at her. “Hey, are you okay?” I asked.

The woman looked up at me. Her eyes were red and puffy from crying so much. I walked away from Angel, to sit beside the lady. “Adam,” She sobbed.

I gazed down at the baby. His eyes were opened, and he had the prettiest brown eyes ever. He was so freaking cute. “Is this Adam?”

She shook her head. “No, this is his twin brother, Zane. Adam was born dead. I know I have to be brave for this little guy.” How could she stay strong for her newborn? She just lost one of sons. I knew for one thing-if I ever had to go to through that, I would just die myself.

 “I’m so sorry.” I didn’t know what to say to her. I felt helpless. I saw someone walking towards her. That was when I got up from the ground and pulled Angel with me into the wash room. “Before we could go inside in NICU, we have to wash our hands, and put on the blue scrubs.” After that was done, we both made our way into the NICU. Both girls were only three pounds when they were born, and they still weigh the same. They were so small. It was hard to believe any babies good be so small.

When we enter the NICU, it was full with people, and it was pretty busy today, but what am I talking about? The NICU is always like this.  

I saw Devan holding Mandy. “I thought we couldn’t hold them?”

“The nurse let me.” Devan replied. “She is doing a lot better, they’re both are.” I wish that was true. But it’s not. They won’t take a bottle; they both have to use a feeding tube. They both have IV’s in their head. I’m afraid to hold them. The nurse showed me how to hold them with IV’s, feeding tube, etc. She also showed Devan, but he was taking this a lot better than I was. “You did know we could them after two days. And it’s already been two days.”

I nodded and went to sit beside Devan. I looked over at Katherine. She was in her incubator. She looked right into my eyes as she started to cry. “Sounds like someone needs her mommy,” Angel said.

“I know.” I replied.  “I just wish I could hold her.” Katherine has a ventilator to help her breathe. I gentle stroke her smile hand to calm her down.

“What is she doing here?” Devan asked.

“Because we’re back to friends,” I responded. “But she has to own that trust back.”

He let out a laugh. “She’s back to friends with you? Why would you let her back into your life?”

I narrowed my eyes. “It’s none of your business.” I whispered trying not to yell.  “We can save this talk for later.”

                                               Angel Allen

I gazed over at Katherine. She looked just like Britany, well besides the eyes. She has Devan’s eyes. She was just so freaking gorgeous. But seeing her like this just made me want to cry. She didn’t need this! She was just a baby for crying out loud. Why did God do this to them?

I came here today to tell Britany something. She would be the only who could help me. But I knew right now isn’t the time. I wanted so badly to tell her my news.

“Britany,” I say. “Can I please talk to you?”

She nodded her head. “Can you please tell me here? Because I don’t want to leave them,” I did not want Devan to hear this! I didn’t want him to know any of this. But it wasn’t like I could hide it from everyone for long. 

“I’m pregnant.”

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