1-800-you-wish ≫ joshler

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"hey josh?"
"yeah tyler?"

Is 3 am.
I knew he wasnt sleeping, his breaths were still light.
"have you every love loved someone?"
i smile, the room is pitch black.
i feel his arms wrap around my right arm.
"i don't think so"
he unfolds the grip on my arm and starts drawing little hearts on my stomach.
"i dont really know what it feels like"
he states, and i stay quiet, just listening now.
"but i think i may know now"
"i may know now-"
His voice trails off and his hands slowly flattens on my stomach.

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im reading "to kill a mocking bird" and listening to tyler the creator.

Life had been good friends.

I also got my septum pierced, so that's someting crossed off my "2017 will be better list"

if you can't tell by the chapter, i dream of love a lot.
and this chapter is probably so cliché but idk.
someday.