To The Girl I Lost

To the girl I've lost

To whom it may concern, I recently just lost the love of my life i doubt she will ever read this but anyway. I have loved you since the first time we met most people dont beleive at love at first sight well its true it happened to me and over the 5 years we've known each other I've fucked up alot i cheated on you with your best friend I've cheated on in front of you some people might not think of this as a bad thing but i even went to a strip club and lied about it for a year straight to your face yes i have lied and cheated on you and idk if we will ever ever get back together im not the man you deserve yet even tho im trying to win you back even tho your in a relationship with one of my friends i dont care how long you guys last i will always be here for you i miss your smile your laugh the way you made me feel you made me feel so important and I loved it. Everytime before we would kissed you would look so deep into my soul everytime i think about that look i just imagine thats how you look at him now and it rips me apart inside im so madly inlove with you its not funny if i could be a billionare or get back with you I would choose you in a heartbeat without a doubt i need you in my life your what made my life so amazing i understand you wanna see where your feelings for him will go and i know just about everyday i tell you how much i love you and what i would do to have you back but thats just because i feel like your gonna wake up one day and just forget about everything thats happened between us but i also want you to understand that till my last day till my last breath i will always love you i will always choose you no matter what happens i will always be here for you even if you stop being there for me i promise you that much everyday there will be something new about my love for you.