old friend

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Every time I try with you we always argue. All I want is the old days where we would sit around and laugh and talk about boys and stay up till sunrise just like best friends do. I miss the simple things like making weird food then daring each other to eat it and like going swimming in the winter, cause we were both dumbasses, then rush home and jump in the bath and pretend to be little kids and play with sharks and mermaid dolls because it was just me and you, best friends till the end. I tried talking to you so many times but you never listen, its never your fault its always mine, I'm being over dramatic, and I don't know what I'm talking about. I've reached my limit with you. I'm done trying to hold us together if you want to keep trying to be something you aren't simply because you want to be liked. I've tried everything, I've tried talking, I've tried showing you how I feel, I've tried talking to other people but nothing has worked so this is me saying goodbye. Goodbye old friend, I will always be here but I can no longer hold on to air so I'm leaving for good this time.  

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