"don't forget to go to maddie's house after school. we need to wrap everything up for tomorrow night.", reminded vilde. i felt an arm go around me and i looked around. christoffer. he coughs so everybody's attention is on him. "i think i need to borrow madz from you, guys. we have somewhere to go.", he said while looking at me. i opened my mouth and before i could say anything, he dragged me out of campus and into his car. "skipping school today, huh?" this must be usual for him but unusual for me, to say the least. "yes, we are." he starts the engine and starts pulling out of the school parking lot. he didn't want to tell me where we were going. he said it was a surprise.
"we're here." i step out of the car and look around. very quiet and there's no people around. just us. we sat on a bench and we had a great view of the city. "i bet it would look better here at night.", i tell him. "mm-hmm," he turns his face and is now looking at me. "now, madz, can i ask you a question ?" "depends on the question." "are you developing some feelings for someone?" you. definitely you. "nei. are you?" tbfh, i don't even want to hear his answer but guess what? this is reality, bitches. sometimes things just don't go your own way. "actually, yes." lmfao what do you expect? ofc he likes someone. "who?", i tried to sound like i didn't really give a f*ck about the question. he smirked at me. i raised my eyebrows at him. "you'll find out soon, madelaine."
we went back at 3 pm and he dropped me off at my place. "so, you're preparing for the party tonight?" "yep. and thank you for keeping me out in school aka hell or prison. i really appreciated it.", i said with a warm smile. "anytime. by the way, you owe me something." "what?" he pushes my body into him and our lips press together. "goodbye, madz." "bye, dickhead." i headed in inside and my friends were standing close to the door. "are you sure you two aren't a thing?", asked sana. "yep.", i don't how if he actually feels the same way towards me i mean, i don't want to judge anyone, but, he's a fuck boy; everyone knows that. "then what was that kiss about?", asked chris. i shrugged. "c'mon maddie, let's face it. he likes you." hopefully he does.
may 5, friday 3 pm
"maddie, wait up!" i looked around and see blake. i think i might've also developed some feelings for him, too. "what time will the party start again?" "six thirty. you'll be there, right?" "definitely. see ya later, maddie." we exchanged smiles and both parted on our own ways.
at home, i scavenged through my closet to find some decent clothes. i got dressed and posted a pic on Instagram.
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maddie.sstein 'don't forget to go @ 6:30 pm tonight. see ya xx minutes, later, people started liking and commenting. ellevillevillde: baabeee 😻 evamohn2: looking bomb asf 🔥 chrisschistad: we need to continue what we didn't finish ;) magnussonwilliam: @chrisschistad @maddie.sstein 👀👀 maddie.sstein: @chrisschitad @magnussonwilliam everything's finished. don't worry :)) chrisschistad: part 2, then ? stas_a_vaere_chris: y'all know what's happening when u hear something upstairs.. maddie.sstein: @chrisschistad in ur dreams xx chrisschistad: dreams do come true, babe ;) maddie.sstein: 😒🙄
an hour later, the whole place was crowded with people. i opened my room to look for a charger but i was stopped on my tracks. chris and a girl. i mean, i was stupid enough to believe that he ACTUALLY did like me. they were making out. he seemed to enjoy it. the minute i came in, they stopped sh*t. "f*ck. i'm so sorry." and with that, i stormed out of the room and got plenty of drinks, basically trying to forget everything. people intoxicate themselves with alcohol for a reason; to forget. i was about to take in more shots until i felt someone take grip of my hand, preventing it from letting the glass reach my mouth. "what the f*ck?" "maddie, stop. i think you've had enough." said noora. maybe i did have enough, but nothing can make me forget of what i just saw. you see, this is why i hate boys. it's all fun and games 'til somebody falls in love. "let's take you upstairs." she helped me make my way upstairs, but, i didn't want to go there. i didn't have any choice, though. i was too weak. i laid down on my bed with, noora sitting beside me. "you don't look very good. what happened?" tears started to come out and my vision became blurry. "chris." those were the things that i remembered that night.
the next day, i woke up with a huge headache. i rushed to the bathroom and threw up. i was lucky enough to reach the toilet. i came back and realized that my friends have stayed in here with me. i'm lucky to find good people like them. without them, i'd probably be gone right now. "you okay? i'll bring you some water and make breakfast."
noora made pancakes for all of us but i didn't have the appetite to eat any. "maddie, do you want something else to eat?" asked eva. "no, i'm good. thanks for asking," "do you guys remember what happened last night? i remember crying and then i blacked out." the girls looked at each other. "let's just say that it involves christoffer." now, i remember. "maddie, there's plenty of other guys out there who are much better than him! he doesn't deserve you." said eva.
i laid down on the sofa and checked my phone. dickhead: (8) missed calls (9) unread messages
i decided to read the text messages since i wanted to get over this, quickly.
dickhead: maddie dickhead: maddie dickhead: i'm sorry dickhead: everything that you saw that night didn't mean anything, i swear dickhead: ik i messed up, real big dickhead: i'm so sorry dickhead: i mean it dickhead: you probably don't want to talk to me rn but i understand dickhead: but, please, just know that u mean so much to me, maddie.
i rolled my eyes at the last part. he means nothing to me know. should've avoided him when i knew that he was just like the other boys who broke everyone's hearts. the doorbell rang and noora got the door for me. i see a familiar figure; chris. "i'm sorry- i couldn't stop him." "chris, what're you doing here?" "maddie, i-i... i owe you an explanation." "what's there to explain? i saw everything last night with my own eyes, christoffer. maybe everything that we shared, the things we did together didn't mean anything to you." "maddie, no. wait-" i rush upstairs to my room and lock the door. i hear several knocks on my room, but i hesitate on opening it. "maddie, i know that you don't want to talk to me or see me right now, but, i love you. so f.cking much." and with that, i hear the front door slam and that's obviously a sign that he left. ______________________________________________________________________ drama already 😳 anyways, i inserted a pic of maddie's house :)
