Living With Mr. Dallas ↬c.a.d.

0.23 ❀ I don't wanna feel

❀ Blake's POV ❀

It's 4:00 am in the morning and I still can't sleep. I tried rolling over and over again as I continue to blink, but nothing happens.

I groan in annoyance," why can't I freaking sleep?" I asked myself as I gently tug on my raven hair that already has fallen over my face.

I just got up and reach for my phone on the side table. I scroll down through my contacts trying to find someone to talk to.

Conor

Who in the freaking nugget is this guy now?!

Oh. This was the shy guy from the bar I met last week. Maybe I can talk to him? Nah. Maybe he's asleep

"Come on Blake, just say hi." I said to myself as I text Conor a 'hi'

Conor: uhh hi? Who's this?

Blake: oh, it's Blake. The girl you met from the bar last week?

Conor: oh yeah! I remember you.😁 why'd you text me this early anyway? 😂

Blake: I can't sleep.

Conor: ever tried closing your eyes?

Blake: Tough luck, of course I have.

Conor: maybe you're depressed or something?

Blake: depressed?!

Conor: maybe you're thinking about something that really bother the hell out of yah.

Blake: well, last week, I saw my ex and now It bothers me. The way he looked at me and the fact that he just walked away.

Conor: you miss him don't you?

Blake: well kind of.

Conor: it's either you take a step forward and move on, or just stay where you at and continue to look back from the past.

Blake: but I don't wanna feel anything.

Conor: you know you can't stop what you're feeling. Come on Blake, just sleep now. I think you need some rest anyway

Blake: okay okay. Haha. I'll sleep now. Thanks Con😘☺️

With that I close my phone and put it on the side table as I charge it and I tried to sleep, and well I succeed on having a goodnight sleep.

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I woke up still not satisfied of the sleep I got. After all I think I only got 3 hours of sleep since I woke up 7 in the freaking morning.

I just lazily got up and walk to the kitchen with my eyes and my eye bags, I look like a zombie. I just got a bowl and a cereal from the cupboard and got some milk and put it on my cereal and got to Sophie who was already eating

"Good morning." She said with a grin

I just shoot her a glare,"nothing's good in the morning Sophie." I said with a huff

She rolled her eyes,"what happened last night, then?"

"I couldn't sleep. So I think I sleep like 4:30 in the morning. That's why I look like a zombie." I explained as I eat my cereal

She put her spoon down,"and what is the reason that bothers you anyway?" She asked

"I dunno." I said

"Oh come on Blake, I know you, like duh! I'm your freaking best friend, I know you Blake. Now spill." She said, crossing her arms

I took a deep breath,"I was talking to Conor about randomness." I lied

"Really?" She asked

I nodded my head,"well yeah."

Her grin grew wider,"I think the both of you like each other." She said,"besides you look cute together anyway."

"Us? We? Both of us like each other? Well duh, no way!" I said

She smirk,"oh come on Blake! Just give it a shot." She said

I laugh,"he doesn't even like me. Stop it Sophie, you're crazy."

"Who can resist a Blake West anyway? Even the hottest of them all fall for you." She said

"No he didn't, he just used me so he can win the bet. Nothing more, nothing less." I said bitterly

She then frown,"oh come on Blake, don't tell me you haven't move on from Cameron?"

I smile, pretending that everything is fine, pretending that I'm fine, pretending that I don't have feelings for Cameron but to be honest I still do love him, I always have, but I said,"I'm over him Sophie." I laugh, wishing she won't sense the lie I've been telling her

She just shrug and smile,"okay then."

I just continue eating my cereal when my phone rang, I picked it up and it was a call from Conor

"Excuse me." I said before standing up and running to the living room

"Uh, hi?" I laugh nervously

"Uh well, uh Hi, Blake?" He said nervously

I smile,"why did you call anyway?"

"I just wanted to say good morning." He said and I giggle

"Well, good morning to you too," I said

"So can I- well can I take uh, well I you know, I can- can I ask you something?" He ask

I laugh,"okay, what is it?"

"Can I take you out for a coffee?" He asked

I bit my bottom lip, should I go? Well nothing is wrong if I go right? I smile,"I gladly take your offer Mr. Maynard."

"Really? You'll go out and have a coffee with me?" He asked

I giggle,"of course. After all I owe you one." I said remembering our conversation earlier this morning.

"Owe me one? What for?" He asked me

"Because you talk to me even if I'm so boring and you helped me sleep anyway." I explain

He chuckle,"okay then. I need to go now my friends are here and they are being clingy about me talking to someone on the phone." He said

I laugh,"okay then. I'll just see you tomorrow then?"

"Yeah. I'll just pick you up. Just text me your address so I can pick you up. And I'll pick you up at maybe 9:00 am in the morning." He said

"Okay. Bye Con." I said smiling

He laugh,"So you're giving me a nickname then? Goodbye Blake." He said and end the call

I smile to myself as I look at nothing just remembering Conor and I's convo.

"So who's that?" Sophie asked as I get back to the kitchen

I look at her innocently,"who's who?" I asked

"Don't play dumb, Blake. I heard you giggling and laughing, so who's the special someone huh?" She asked

"It was just Conor, Okay?" I said

She screams,"oh my god! My ship is sailing!!! Wohooo!!" She cheered

"So did he asked you out?" She asked

I shrug,"well he asked me if I want to come with him and have some coffee." I trailed off

She raised her eyebrows,"so? What did you said?" She asked

I smiled,"I said yes, I mean, why not right?"

"That's cool. My ship is sailing oh my god!!!" She said running

I just laugh at her, well maybe it's a good morning after all.

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