Me,myself and I

Confused

Adam's POV
I really don't know why I did what I just did. Guess when I saw her guilty for what she did, I remembered the old her when she used to care about others more than herself and that was the Margot I had loved... But when she changed I didn't want anything do with her... And I remember her saying that she had a boyfriend... And not only that Zoey had seen me kiss her when I had told her that I hated her... Now what was I going to tell her... First I need to make things straight out with Margot...
*Margot's POV*
After he kissed me , I freaked out because I cannot love him after he didn't want us to be together . I will not love him not even like him. And I don't know why but I started crying again.
Just then Adam entered my room.
M:Get Out!
A: let me say something to you... That kiss was stupid... I was just caught up in the moment.. I hope you didn't feel anything when I kissed because...
M: BECAUSE YOU ARE AFRAID THAT I WILL BECOME THE OLD CRAZY ME!!!
Adam's POV
I couldn't make a word come out of my mouth... Because she was right , I was scared that she would become the old her again, but when she said it ,it sounded so harsh .
I don't know what came over me again , I just leaned in to kiss her but I came into senses early because she didn't lean so I covered it by whispering in her ear, " I Am Sorry"
I went straight to bebe but looked like she was busy so I sat down on the couch looking at nothing in particular... Just then someone sat next to me, it was Emma .
E: hey what's up? You look terrible...
She said while ruffling my hair.
A: I made a very big mistake and I am really confused right now , Ems.
E: tell me maybe I can help you??
A: okay I'll tell you everything...
After telling her everything,
E:okay you've screwed up a lot..
A: hey thanks for reminding me..
E: but you can still make it all right... By listening to your heart and declaring love for the one who you love obviously...
A: listen to my heart? How am I supposed to listen to my heart..?? By calling it like hey heart who is it that owns my heart?
E: very funny! No maybe singing should make you listen to your heart...
A: singing? But what..?
E: figure the rest out by yourself...
I went outside to sit on a bench. I was contemplating on the fact that she told singing would make it all better but I didn't know what to sing... I was just looking into the small pond we have when I suddenly heard someone singing...
Zoe..
Z:  Oh, there she goes again
Every morning it's the same
You walk on by my house
I wanna call out your name

A: I want to tell you how beautiful you are from where I'm standing
You got me thinking what we could because

Z&A: I keep craving, craving, you don't know it but it's true
Can't get my mouth to say the words they want to say to you
This is typical of love
Can't wait anymore, I won't wait
I need to tell you how I feel when I see us together forever

A: In my dreams you're with me
We'll be everything I want us to be
Z: And from there, who knows, maybe this will be the night that we kiss for the first time
A: Or is that just me and my imagination...
(I know that's Shawn Mendes's song but I just love it so had to make this a bit like a musical.. As soon as I finish with this book and another one.. I will writing a Shawn Mendes fanfiction but its like a musical .hope you guys would like it...)

Right now we were standing right in front of each other.
Z: you don't like me at all... And there's no problem in that.
A: there is a problem in that because I really don't like you... I love you...
Z: what? But you kissed Margot before ?
A: I was caught up in the moment. I promise I will never do anything like that if you will just be my girl friend because I really love you because there's nobody like you in this world .. Pls don't say no...
Z: no...
A: no??
Z: no
A: no.
I turned around to go back to my room.
Z: no I will never say no to you.
I ran back to her ,hugged her and then gently kissed her.. And that when I knew I truly loved her..I and she were meant to be...
Nobody can tear us apart but if anybody tried I know what I would do... Because I know I can never stay away from her...
She is the love of my life....