Me,myself and I

friends again

A.N//
I am sad to announce this but this story is coming to an end... In few chapters..
If you want a sequel please pm or comment in the last chapter...
Anyway thank you guys for the 315 reads I love you guys... You guys are amazing...
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Selena's POV
after Taylor's birthday , she has been constantly trying to know why I didn't want to be friends with her anymore.. The fact she didn't know was I didn't want to break our friendship..not now not ever... I have to talk to her about why I am doing this because she is hurting and I don't want me to be the reason why she is hurting...
Bebe's POV
I have never seen Adam so happy ... He really does love Zoe and Margot moved out last month... Yah... Its been two months since Adam and Zoe started dating... According to me, they make the cutest couple... Taylor has been trying to pry open Selena eve since her birthday.. I and G's relationship is very steady... And today his sis Kehlani will be here..I can't wait to meet her after face timing with her so many times...
*ding dong*
That must be her.
B: hey you must be Kehlani.. Hi I am Bebe.. Hope you recognized me..
K: yup its me Kehlani on the floor... And bae I would recognize you anywhere...
B: come on in!! I'll show you to your room...
Kehlani and I became great friends and soon enough she was telling me all her secrets and I was spilling mine too.. It was good yo have somebody to talk to because Emma had gone back to her house since her parents were back and Zoe was always with Adam...
Taylor's POV
I am going to make Selena tell me why she isn't speaking to me because I can't live without her...just then I saw enter my room ... I was shocked not to see her standing there but to see her with hair cut...  I was shocked ..
S: I am really sorry because you had to go through so much because of me. The haircut is a punishment I gave myself for hurting you... I am truly very sorry...
( and then she broke down crying. I went and tightly hugged her But what again shocked me was not the fact that she was crying but the fact that she had cuts all over her arms... I felt disappointed... Very disappointed... How could she try to do something that only cowards do... If she wasn't alive she doesn't know what would have happened to me... I love her more than anybody else in this entire world and she of all people would try to do this?... I never expected that from her... I was very disappointed.. I guess she noticed because she said...)
S: I know you are disappointed and you have every right to be. I have let you down in every way. I let you down by breaking our friendship then I let you down by cutting my wrists then again I let you down by never having the courage to tell you ,why I did what I did(Hannah Baker quote..." Why I did what I did")
I am really for hurting you and for letting you down Tay... You wouldn't imagine but I even thought about suicide ,about taking my own life..... But I couldn't because I was already hurting you and I didn't want my death to be another reason to hurt you...
(All this time, I did not say a single word. I was quite overwhelmed by what she had said. I never thought that she cared about me in that way.
I didn't know what to say either. Or my mouth couldn't utter a word... It was clamped shut. So I just hugged her and she cried on my sleeve and I cried on hers. Everything felt right in that moment and I didn't want an explanation for why she had done what she had done. I was just happy that she came back to me before it was too late.. Before she took her own life.)
T: I love you and I don't care about anything but you in this world and I hope you understand that suicide is the worst option when you feel your life is at the brink of sadness because suicide only shows how cowardly you are to not face the obstacles of life... And promise me that you will never cut your wrists again... If you feel sad and feel like you want to cut just come to me talk to your heart okay? I will always be there but you have to be there for me too okay?
S: okay ! As long as I am next to you and with you ,I am sure whatever life brings me ,I will be able to overpower it.
T: that's the spirit. Now I know that there's still sadness in there so let it all out by singing a song.
S: okay
" Looking from a window above ,its like a story of love. Can you hear me?
Came back only yesterday, I'm moving further away. Want you near me?
All I needed was the love you gave,
All I needed for another day,
And all I ever knew ,
          ONLY YOU"