Windclaw's POV (PT 1)

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Gabe had another soul mate, someone who wasn't me? My eyes widened in surprise, turning green as my thoughts whirled. I thought I was supposed to be the one and only. I thought Gabe and I would be together forever, that nothing would interfere. If someone else was his soul mate-that means I'd not have another chance. I felt like my heart was breaking, I wanted Gabe to myself. I loved him with all my heart.

"Gabe has another soul mate? and who is this fellow may I ask?" Crowley asked.

"And why would I tell you?" Chuck challenged. I felt like I was going to break, I knew Chronox and Windie wouldn't be able to do anything-particularly if my soul shattered. Which right now it felt like it was tearing apart.

"I couldn't care either way." Crowley said with a shrug.

"But I want to know." I finally spoke up after trying to settle my thoughts.

"oh now it speaks for itself. And why would I tell you" Chuck said, sounding stuck up.

"because, I'm the first soul mate. I should know who else could have the archangel that holds my existance." I said, feeling like my soul crashed more.

"any one could have him. But. It's Sam." Chuck said. I took a deep breath, looking down so my hair covered my eyes.

"He's probably be better anyway..." I said, I was tearing up. I was trying so hard not to cry, trying not to shake. Everything hurt, it felt like I was being torn apart. But it was true. I was a disaster, everything bad always seemed to happen when I was around. If Gabe was with Sam he wouldn't have to worry about Sam disappearing on him. He wouldn't have to worry about getting hurt every time I lost control of my abilities. Gabe would've been better of had he never found me.

"Maybe." Chuck said.

"Just-I dont have to be his soul mate. Make Sam be it, I-.... I dont want to be Gabes soul mate anymore..." I said, then I felt it. The final piece of myself being torn away. I was going to lose Gabe, and Eliza, and Jackson. I was going to lose my family, just like I had lost my parents and my sisters-and Evan, my twin. I was losing everything over again, I was being torn apart like I had before. Then I felt it, my soul slipping away in pieces. I was now an empty shell, emotionless, not caring for anything. Everything was empty, the only reason I went on was for the deal with Crowley. I was now Crowley's puppet.

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