"I CRIED FOR THREE DAMN DAYS! Those letters held my heart and soul in them! I was sorry, more sorry than I had ever been! I wanted to come back, I really did! But I couldn't do that alone, I needed help. Those letters were me asking for forgiveness, those letters were my true thoughts and feelings!" I cried
"But if you hate me fine! Then just kill me, I have been hurting for the past 5 years because I had lost myself, I had shattered my very soul leaving." behind me 6 faint beings appeared. They each looked like me, but were glowing white and had cracks in them. Each one had a different color eye.
"I had been tortured being Crowley's apprentice, knowing I would never get you back. I wanted to come back, I really did." I said, my voice getting softer
"But I had already broken..." I said, I reached up and clasped my hand around a necklace. It was the necklace Gabe had given me for christmas. I had worn it for every day I had been gone, wishing I could go back and tell Gabe my real thoughts. I had been in more pain than anything Crowley could've ever made me feel.
"I had loved you with my entire being..." I said, tears streaming down my cheeks as I looked helplessly at Gabe.
"but you left...... You didn't even let me help " He said.
"if you loved him..... You should have never left..." Eliza said, glaring at me.
"I left because I had no choice! And I tried to let you help, but you burned those away. I wanted to come back but I couldn't. You didnt know the hold Crowley had! He had everything, He was threatening to hurt you if I didnt do as he said!" I said, still crying.
"your just lucky you weren't the one torn apart by Crowley... I know how that feels. Yes it hurts... But Gabriel.... God Gabriel.... You ruined him...." Aliza said, appearing in the room.
"I know..." I said, hanging my head
"I guess even if I wanted to I dont deserve to be accepted back...." I said, more tears falling from my cheeks.
"I guess this is goodbye then..." I said, reaching my hand into my pocket, my fingers wrapping around the gun I always carried. I saw no point in living anymore, seeing there was no chance he could live a happy life without Gabe. Death seemed better than living an unhappy life full of pain and strife.
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Wabe: Another Lover
FanfictionGabriel has another Soulmate lined up for him instead of Windclaw. What toll will this take on the family of 4. Will Windclaw be able to become alive again and save his relationship, or will it all fall apart in a single soul shattering moment? Find...
