Cold Hearted [Jaebum Got7]

9: Im Jae Bum's P.O.V.

Im Jae Bum, as we all know he's one of the most popular person in school. His admirers believes that he's kind, caring, and more like a boyfriend material. A perfect boy who can make anyone fall in love with him with a just single smile from him, or even a single glance from him.
But we all know that nobody is perfect. This boy right here (Im Jae Bum) is pretty much aloof, has a lack of empathy, untrusting, and unemotional. Although it's surprising to see that he has friends who are quite opposite of him. How come that he still have friends if he's the kind of person who you is hard to approach? In reality, cold-hearted people are hard to approach. They say whatever's on their mind, they don't care about the feeling of others. Typically, these people isn't deliberately hurtful, but they lack an ability to express their selves without being perceived as negative and rude. Is there any reasons why Jb is like this? Perhaps it's because of an awful past/experience or maybe it's because of betrayal?

*Jb's POV*

"Dang it, where did she put my jacket?" I began to scatter my clothes until I saw the jacket which is nearly the same jacket that i'm finding.
I grabbed it and turned it so that I can see the front, I stared at it but it's not the one that i want. I kept on searching and searching but I couldn't find it. It's 5 am in the morning and I was planning to call Sehyun but it's too early. Eh, i'm her boss and I can do whatever I want. I shrugged and began to call her several times but she's not answering. I called her again for the last time and finally she picked it up.

"This is Kim Sehyun, what do you want?" She said with a sulky sound.

"Come. I have work for you"

"Ugh, it's too early. I'm going back to sleep" She complained. I furrowed my eyebrows in annoyance. How can she talk to her boss like that? That's very impolite.

"Quit complaining and go here. If I haven't seen you here in 30 minutes you're fired" I ended the call and sat on my couch.

I looked around and saw how much mess I've done. I exhaled deeply and ruffled my hair up. I grabbed my wallet and opened it, i'm still keeping the flier that I found infront of my door. It's the flier that made me contact Sehyun's mom but it turns out that she came instead of her mom. Yes, I lied to bambam that dad chose her mom as my service. I don't want bambam to ask more so I told him that so that the conversation would be over.

I looked at the picture of me and my mom which is on my wallet. As I kept staring, tears began to fall on my cheeks as flashbacks began to play on my mind.

*Flashback*

"Mama will be alright sweetie" She cupped my cheek as my tears fall.

"B-but the doctor said, y-you'll die in 2 weeks" I looked at her with my teary eyes.

"No sweetie, they're bluffing"

"How can they bluff to their patient, I heard what the doctor said and you heard it as well" I hugged her tightly.

"Look at me Jb, I'm smiling. I know that i'm not going to die, I won't leave you. Mama will be here for you sweetheart. Mama will always be here" She pokes my chest, and giggled. I nodded back as I wiped my tears away.

"I'm glad. I love you mama" I said as I nuzzle my face on her stomach.

"I love you too" She replied and rubbed head softly.

Two weeks past by, I came back to the hospital and went to her room. I opened the door and saw that the bed was empty. The nurse approached me and gave me a picture of me and her.

I flipped the picture and saw a note saying, 'Don't worry sweetheart, mama is always here. We'll meet again, we will meet soon. :) '

After the day when the nurse gave me the photo, I noticed that everyone was wearing black and white. I asked them where are they going and they said they're going somewhere. I also asked them if I could come but they said no, they said that it's only for adults and because I was still a kid, I was left at home alone with my cat nana. Days and weeks past by, I'm still assuming that mom will come back and we will meet again. Everyday I was asking one of the maids that when will I get to meet my mom. They always say 'someday' and I believed them. A month passed by and I haven't met mom yet, I didn't lose lose hope until I saw dad with someone else. He's with a woman and they seem to be happy, I saw them hold each other's hands so I asked dad.

"Dad, are you cheating on mom?" I looked up at them. Dad knelt down and replied.

"No son"

"But.. I saw you hold hands, You look at her the same way you look at mom before!" My voice began to rise as furrowed my eyebrows in confusion.

"No son.." Dad sighed and continued "I have to tell you something.."

"What is it? Is mom coming home?"

"No.. you're mom is not going to come back.."

"No! That's not true! She told me she'll comeback! Mom won't leave me, mom won't do that!" I yelled.

"Look son, your mom is dead! She's not coming back!" My eyes widen up as tears began to fall.

"No.. no.. you're bluffing.. she told me she won't-"

"It's true.. we didn't told you because we know that.. it will hurt you so much" Dad explained and I started to sob. My dad hugged me but I pushed him away and ran to my room. I cried until I fall asleep. I woke up and found a note on my desk saying.

Go to your mom and bring her some flowers.

I found the flowers on my desk and went to my moms grave with one of the maids. There, I kneeled down in shock as tears fall on my face, I sobbed and put the flowers on her grave.

"Mama, I-i got you some flowers. Y-you like flower, r-right?"

*End Of Flashback*

A tear dropped on the picture and the door suddenly opened. I lift my head up and saw Sehyun.

"Oppa? Are you crying?!" Sehyun stared at me with her eyes wide open as her jaw dropped. I stared back at her as the last tear fell.

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