L.O.V.E (1): All I Want Is You

Chapter 7

24th of November 2012

Grace P.O.V:

I frantically got out of my house, seeing myself surrounded by an array of reporters and fans. They were all screaming at the sight of me.

"Please Grace sing"

I knew I was late but there's no way I was going to avoid my fans just because I had to make a music video with the most loved teenager of the world. He would have to wait.

The cameras were pointed towards me, I looked at all the fans they looked hopeful.

"This is dedicated to someone very special in my heart"

I started to sing "All I Want Is You"

I know what you’re thinking. Why am I singing this song it's about Jai?

But it's also meant for Justin. I never stopped liking him regardless of how embarrassed I was last year. Whenever I was with him my heart skipped a beat. I couldn’t keep my eyes of him. But I lied. He humiliated me and left me all alone. I couldn't  forgive him yet. I was so angry for leaving me like that. But I deserved what I got. I wasn't true to myself. But the question is, if he still forgives me? 

All the fans screamed when I finished. I got into the limo waiting for me to take me to the Staples Centre.

Justin P.O.V:

I had my phone connected to the speakers in my car. Kenny was driving. I went on twitter. There was a trend that caught my eye:

#JustinforgiveGrace

I clicked on it. Several tweets came up. There was a link to a video. I clicked on it and surrounding my speakers was Grace saying "this is dedicated to someone very special in my heart"

Obviously this song is about Jai. I let her go because I was hurt that she found someone special to be with and it wasn't me. I feel bad still because I know how alone she must feel doing this all herself. 

But I was going to see her today. She started singing "All I Want Is You" so much emotion and truth was hidden. I wanted to know the real meaning but then I didn't because it could hurt me.

I could see her face perfectly she hadn't changed a bit. She always looked so pretty and she was so insecure it was unreal.

I wanted to make her feel special but I knew my space was taken and she probably would never forgive me for what I did.

Grace P.O.V:

I walked towards the centre and was soon taken to get dressed. I wore jean shorts, a “rock’n’roll” t-shirt and converses. They styled by hair all curly and helped me put my varsity jacket.

Once I was dressed and ready. They ushered me into a room that was completely dark. I trusted them maybe it was a special effect room

(what… a girl can dream??)

Once in there the doors automatically locked.

I looked around the room and saw Justin standing there.

My jaw gaped open.

He still looked the same as ever. But.. he had grown. There was no space left for me. He humiliated me. Left me all alone. He probably never wants to see me again.

The familiar scent of Calvin Klein and Lynx filled the room. Oh gosh… His dark brown eyes made me melt. They were staring right at me.

Awkward silence then fell between us. Then we heard the intercom:

I recognised the voice it was Scooter

“Grace… Justin… We can’t have you two fighting anymore… We’ve put you both in this room to let you talk it out. Just to let you know this might be used in the music video. You both doing this can set aside the past and move on as best friends” Scooter explained

I looked at Justin he was still staring at me. His jaw still open.

“Hi” I said

“Uummm… Hi”

“Look Ju-“ I got interrupted

“No… Look Grace. I feel really bad about what I did to you. I was so angry and I couldn’t figure out my emotions. Till this day I still feel horrible about leaving you alone…” Why is he being so nice to me.... Everything has changed

“Justin… I’m sorry too. I didn’t mean to make so much trouble. You know how music means to me. I wanted to tell the truth but I didn’t think you’d accept me”

“Of course I would have Grace”

Tears started to fall down my cheeks

“I am so sorry Justin.  I never meant to hurt you”

I went up to Justin and wrapped my arms around his muscular body and cried into his neck. Justin instinctively wrapped his arms around my waist and hugged me

“I’m sorry too Grace”

We stayed like this for a long time. I felt so safe in his arms more than I did before. I missed him. There must have been a reason why he left me alone. He didn’t want to make me unhappy… But what was around at that time to make me happy?

There was only Jai

Nah, that couldn’t be it!

“Look Grace. Do you wanna start clean. Fresh slate”

I wiped my eyes and pulled away from Justin

“Okay”

Justin then put his hand out to me. I’m guessing it’s there to shake

“Hi I’m Justin. I’m 17”

I laughed and shook his hand

“Hi I’m Grace. I’m also 17”

“Oh interesting” I giggled at response

Justin said while scratching his chin. I giggled continuously.

As the laughter started to stop we both looked at each other. There was so much I wish I could tell him about how I felt. But, I knew he’d never feel the same way…

Soon the intercom started again

“Right both of you.. need to change and go to rehearsals” Scooter explained

Edited on: 19/02/2014