''i love you" he said as he moved closer to you. "jimin-" "no. please! you made me this way! i cant help myself... tell me you love me too.." "jimin, you know i want to, but i can't! im not one of you! i can't love a human!'' "but i need you, my...
"we.are.not.going. back." namjoon repeat himself in a serious tone
"you got to be kidding me" i laughed nervously
"we arre serious y/n. does it look like we are fucking joking?" taehyung added
"no, oh hell no, no way!" i said as i stepped back only to bump into jimin's chest "im so sorry..." he said and i turned around. "you liar!" i slapped him in the face and walked past him towards our room. i got inside and locked myself up in the bathroom. tears were rolling down my face *i knew i shouldnt have come with them! i knew they were like this... why did i lie to myself? why did i believe my own lie? why did i believe that they were good guys?* anger and sadness started to boil up inside me.soon i felt a stinging pain in my eyes. i ran over to the mirror and looked at my own reflection. there whas a weird liquid running out of my eyes and they turned white . soon my skin became white also. "shit no!" i yelled loudly as i fell onto my knees, clutching my arms around my back which whas surrounded by a burning dark blue fire. soon after, a pair of big of boney wings broke through my skin and soon turned into black feather wings
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
. i cried out of pain, and suddenly a knock whas heard on the door "Y/N!! are you ok?!" it whas jimin, i didn't even bother answering him. after a few more knocks, he somehow managed to open the door. i didn't mind him seeing me like this, maybe he would like run off or something. "y-y/n!? what is t-this?" he said in total shock as he saw me
"this is me..."
jimin just stood there. frozen. not knowing what to say, just staring at the scarry creature infront of him.
"you are so beautifull"
i shot my head up and looked at him
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
"i lied... jimin i lied! this is what i get for lying! this is my punishment!" i screamed as i arched my back in pain. jimin ran up to me and shaked my shoulders "what did you lie abou!?" he asked
"i lied to myself..."
"what do you mean?!" jimin whas really confused right now.
"the pain! all te pain!!!" i yelled at myself
"y/n! answer me!" jimin started to tear up
" i whas caught in a lie, now its swallowing me up. its eating me jimin. i told myself you were good guys, i told myself i could trust ya'll" i looked him in the eyes and he cupped my cheeks,whiping away the liquid with his thumbs "what do you mean?" he asked calmly
"i know ya'll are gangsters. ya'll are bad people! and still i trusted you guys! im such a fool!" i cried out as another sting ran down my spine. jimin just pulled me closer; my head against his chest. " it's ok...shht.. let me explain..." i nodded
"we are not going back, beacous we want you to be safe. thats why i whas that old this morning. there whas news from Gyeong-buk. they found our appartment, ofcourse it whas full of drugs of any kind in there. we don't know how they found it, but we have our suspicions. all we want now is you and us to be safe; and after a year or more we will come back. we are going to Amerika for a while. please understand this. i know it's hard but...y/n please.. youo know" jimin stopped for a moment "it's all my fault you are probably in this. from the moment i fell for you, i should have known it would be too risky to let you into my life. and what the hell did i do..."
it whas at that moment i knew it. blue fire surrounding me once again. this time not burning, but softening. i kissed jimin and hugged him tightly.
"you didn't lie to yourself y/n... i did to you, im sorry" jimin said as we pulled back.
"don't tell the others please!" i said as i looked him in the eyes
"my mouth is locked, i promise" he said and hugged me tightly
my body turned back to normal and i felt immediatly dizzy
"jimin -ok -im .." i tryed to say something but all my energie whas drained and i collapsed
the next morning i guess, i woke up.
"hyung!! she's awake!!" my sight whas blurry and my head whas dizzy. suddenly i felt a ward soft hand on my cheek.
"kitten, do you hear me?" i heard jimins voice and tryed to make my sight clearer by narrowing my eyes and yes, it whas indeed jimin. "jimin?" i spoke softly and he hugged me tightly.
"welcome to America"
a/n: heyyyyyyy~ sorry for crappy chapter but!!!! it whas hard to write seriously! i broke my index finger this week so it whas indeed hard to write XD love ya'll army's<3
