"home"ophobic // namjin

"Taelien"

Dear Taehyung,
You've been my friend for as long as I can remember. Maybe even longer.
I love you so much. Just remember: Everything and anything that happens is not your fault.
You always cheer me up, I don't think you could ever bring me down. You never knew about my life. you asked though. I wish I could tell you, but if you value your life; it's best to just forget me all together.
You're my smol bean taelien. Sadly I can't say virgin anymore. *cough* Juancock *cough*
You look so happy today. Are you excited to go camping with all of us? I hope so. I just want to get away from my house to be honest.
That smile. I love that smile. The one that makes your mouth all boxy. When you're laughing to the point there's no sound. When you're crying or angry or annoyed,, I love it all.
When I'm gone. Don't forget that smile. I'll be watching to make sure you don't. Mamas gonna have to whoop yo ass if you do.

Make sure Kookie takes care of you, Tae. oh and thanks for dating him. Jimin still owes me 60$ but hey. (Yes we bet on it)
Stay weird Taelien
Love, Momma Jin

I put my pen down as Tae scampered over to me.

"Taetae, honey, your shirt is backwards." I whispered quietly to my favorite alien. He blushed furiously.

Wonder wh-

"KIM TAEHYUNG. SEX AT YOUR AGE IS NOT APPROPRIATE!" I screamed. Fuck whispering now. "WAS IT AT LEAST SAFE?!"

"W-"

"WHO WAS IT?!"

"It wa-"

"DO YOU KNOW HOW DANGEROUS THAT IS?!"

"MOM!" I froze. I just realized I had been basically strangling him. I removed my hands and placed them on my legs.

"Okay.... okay. Tae baby, continue."

He chuckled, "It was safe- I think, maybe- and it was with Kookie."

I relaxed.......

"WAIT JUNGKOOK?! WHO TOPPED?!" I screamed again. Tae hide in his sweater.

Jiminie, it's time to pay up.

"Actually never mind. It obviously wasn't you." He slapped my arm playfully.

"Hey hyung?" Tae looked down at the journal in my lap. "What's that?"

"It's a story." Tae smiled widely.

Keep smiling.

"Oooh can I read it, hyung!!" He reached for the notebook but momma Jin has enough kids to have good reflexes.

"One day baby. There's a chapter just for you in here." I smiled at him, hopefully masking the sadness behind it.

He seemed to have bought it, and if he didn't, at least he didn't ask.

"YOONGI HYUNG!" I flinched.

"Tae,, inside voice." He looked at me crazily.

"While we're outside? NO WAY!" I flinched again.

Aish, this kid.

"Taehyung, can you release me? Breathing sounds nice right now.." I heard Yoongi say harshly. Tae held on tighter.

Yoongi struggled in his grasp.

Small but mighty.

I chuckled as Yoongi silently mouthed to me.