Isaac storms over to us and grabs my forearms
"how could you? How could you leave me like this? How could you leave us!" I tried to bite back my anger, but I snapped
"HOW DARE YOU SAY THIS ISAAC! HOW DARE YOU EVEN SAY 'HOW COULD YOU LEAVE ME LIKE THIS?' YOU DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT TO SAY THAT AFTER WHAT YOU SAID TO BOYDE 'SHE DOESN'T DESERVE THE LAHEY NAME' REMEMBER SAYING THAT ISAAC? REMEMBER? HUH" he blinked at me. Tears gathered in my eyes
"Amber I'm sorry, I-I didn't mean it I was angry at what Derek told me" he pleaded trying to pull me into a hug. I push away shaking my head
"no, I'm sorry Isaac. But i-" my voice cracked and tears spilled down my cheeks
"I don't want to be apart of the Lahey family right now, so please. Just leave me alone" I wiped at my cheeks
"but Amber-" he grabbed my arm his voice pleading
"PLEASE ISAAC JUST LEAVE ME ALONE" my voice growing softer
"pretend you don't know me." I hung my head and run out the doors, I get outside and sit on the bench sobbing. I dial Winters number not getting an answer which didn't surprise me cause she's on a plane so I left a message
" Hi Win I-I need to talk to someone before, I do things I shouldn't do so let me rant. Of all the bad things that could happen right now, it had to be Isaac it had to be Isaac to be the last piece that made me snap. And now? We don't have a place to stay, and me? I don't have a family anymore, it was the stupidest thing tha- that made my life literally into a living hell. Winter a-and I don't know what to do! I'm sitting on a bench at school crying because it's the only thing th-that is the normal in my life right now. I guess you don't want a long message so I'm going to go, this might not end well. But whatever happen Win remember you were always the light in my life when everything was dark, I love you Winter I just want you to know that you were my best friend my sister, my other half. I hope that you enjoy life more than I did because everything is so terrible right now. Well this is good bye Winter. I don't regret this the least bit. I love you, tell Isaac that even if I hate him right now he will always be my cousin and I will always love him. Even if he said that I didn't deserve the Lahey name. And tell Stiles that he has been a great friend, and thanks Scott and Allison for being there for me when you couldn't be. I love them all but for me I see this as the end, I'm not needed here not loved by anyone but you. Good bye Winter good bye" I hang up the phone and get up off the bench. I walk home and grab paper writing something for Isaac
To Isaac:
I know that you probably hate me for choosing Scott and Stiles side. But I wanted to leave you this because even if you said I didn't deserve the Lahey name, and I'm mad at you I still love you because you were there for me when everyone wasn't. I love you Is' but this is the end for me. My thoughts have gotten to dark and everything is just so wrong, I want to go be with Daemon now. So this is good bye Isaac Lahey you were the best cousin anyone could ask for. Stay strong.
Love: Am <3
I grab the gun and walk to the woods, I stop in the middle and decide that Stiles deserves a text because he's been so nice to me. Somewhere deep in the back of my mind I think I hope that Stiles will come to rescue me. But that's just the dreaming side of me.
To: Stiles :)
Hi um I just wanted to thank you, for being so awesome to me from the start. You probably think I'm dumb and a try hard to get noticed by you, but honestly I wanted to say good bye. I just so tired, tired of trying for block out the memory of my brother dieing, and tired of everyone saying that I'll get over my families death. I'm just tired of life in general Stiles, thanks for being there for me. I'm sorry if I was any trouble.
