Okay, so at my school, this is my last year there. The school only goes up to my grade, and then we have to go to different schools. There are different schools to go to, but there is the automatic one that most people go to. I, on the other hand, am going to a different school than everybody else because my brother and sister go there. And now... it's nearing the end of the school year. I've made so many friends, so many memories here. And yet, all my friends are going to the other school. I'll be all alone at this new school. Sure, I'll have my brother and sister, but they're grades above me and my brother will be going out of the school in 2018. I know I'll make friends, I know I'll have memories there too. But I can't help but feel sad. I'll be leaving my best friend. She's been my friend for nearly 5 years, and I'll lose her in the blink of an eye. Sure, I'll text her and stuff, but we'll eventually go our separate paths and... forget. Forget this person who we cherished so much, forget all the happy times we had. I listened to Transparent Elegy after not listening to it for a while, and I can't help but... cry. Heck, tears are streaming on my face right now. I'm pretty sure I'm crying because... I don't know, I can kind of relate to the song? Like, you're losing your best friend... not in like a death way but just... losing them. I feel so sad right now, but it's just life. I can't do anything. I don't know if anybody's be able to understand me like my friends, most importantly my best friend. I don't want to lose them. I don't want to lose my friends. I built it up so far... just for it to be knocked down. And if you're wondering if literally anybody is going to my school, it's literally two annoying boys. I'll have nobody. Sure, I'm excited to go on my trip that I'll talk about later, but I don't want to lose my friends. I don't want to lose this place where my childhood was spent for so much time. I literally went to that school since kindergarten, when I was 5. Needless to say, I've been there for a long time. And oh jeez is this getting long. Well, I've stopped crying now, so that's good I guess. And if you read this whole thing... thanks. I just wanna let you know it means a lot to me. Well, bye until next time I guess. Thanks for reading, and goodbye.
Okay, this is from like five minutes later, but I just wanted to say sorry if you think I'm just seeking attention. I really just needed to get this off my chest, and... yeah. Thanks again if you read, and bye.
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