My Son

Chapter two.

"He's back Lex,Justin he's back"-Olivia.

Justin’s POV

I sat in the cramped warehouse with the boys, I fucking hated it here I never wanted to be here, yet here I am here with a bunch of twats sitting in the living area with a beer thinking of different things I could be doing to instead.

I sighed looking into the beer bottle, and scoffing this is my life now drinking and running errands for other people and I’m fucking sick of it, I hate this I looked up to see my best mates Ryan, Chaz and Alfredo smiling sympathetically, I shook my head flinging It back and closing my eyes whilst all the other boys spoke to each other.

I was so different to all of these guys, they go out and sleep with different girls every night get drunk every night, get high but me I can’t do that I wish I could but I just can’t I can’t look at girls because there not her no-one will ever be her, it’s been 3 years 3 fucking years and I’m still sitting round like a baby.

I put my drink down on the table next to me before walking off into my room, and throwing myself onto my shit mattress, the springs digging into my back making me groan and turn facing the wall, I came face to face with a picture 

“JUSTIN” Her beautiful smooth voice screamed as I tickled her.

“Say it” I replied chuckling

“JUSTIN IS THE BEST SEX EVER” She screamed

“Excuse me” Her mum walked in making me laugh into her shoulder and Lex to send a big cheesy smile, making Olivia snap a picture and aw out loud.

I chuckled sadly at the memory, my thumb rubbing Alexis face, I sighed looking at the ceiling, I had no choice but to leave, but I left at the wrong time but I had to.

No POV

As the guys chatted in the living room laughing at nothing or the same things they’ve already laughed at, to drunk to even remember they had already said it, Ryan, Chaz, Alfredo and the leader Lee the only sober ones, Ryan nodded his head as if to say Be right back.

As he made his way to the toilet he passed Justin room listening in to the conversation.

“Hey Mum….Yeah im ok, how’s everyone?....That’s great.. How’s um…Lex?....Well im glad I have to go bye” Justin let out a big sigh before resting his head on his arm, just thinking mum never told him what Alexis had, he had no clue he had a son. Ryan walked peaked through the gap in the door to see Justin sat moping on his bed just like everyday except this time there was a tear making a way down his cheek.

Justin had always put a strong front up, but Ryan knew it was time. Making his way back to the living room he looked at Chaz and Alfredo who nodded before they all looked at Lee who raised his eybrows and nodded towards the door and they all nodded.

“What’s the problem” Lee questioned in a bored  voice.

“Were leaving no if’s or but’s we’ve been here longer than we should have been” Alfredo stated.

“What makes you think I’ll agree with you” Lee scoffed

“Well take a look, you have no more enemies, why? Because of Justin the least he deserves is to see his kid, he’s fucking broken stop being a self-centred twat there’s no reason for us to stay anymore” Ryan angrily butt in getting defensive over his broken best friend.

“Fine whatever, but you won’t hear the end of this” He smirked walking off leaving the boys in confusion before they began walking to his room.

“ Pack your shit were going home” Ryan smirked, Justin looked up at his mates before chocking on his own spit.

“No way are you guys serious!” Justin screamed a smile taking over his face, they all nodded Justin wasted no time in running over too his clothes and packing.

Alexis POV

I danced  around the kitchen with Harvey who giggled every time I twirled him around, Olivia sat at the table eating the traditional English breakfast that consisted of Bacon, Eggs, Toast and a lot more.

“Momma no more” Harvey giggled as I spun him again. I laughed picking him up and sitting him in his highchair and got him to eat his breakfast, I smiled and left Harvey and Liv to eat there breakfast.

I walked into the living room to see toys all over the place I rolled my eyes and picked them up one by one as I came across the sofa I saw something under the sofa I pulled it out to see a picture. 

Me and Justin where sat at the bar at my Mums birthday party

“I love you” He whispered to me making me aw him and pull him into a hug

“You guys are the cutest ever I just” My mum gushed

“Smile” She said waving her camera round

 My eyes watered  but I blinked them back and putting it in the photo album with all the other photos of me and Justin, Pictures of Harvey, Me pregnant and scans, I smiled looking at the hundreds of photos of me and Justin before snapping it shut, wiping my tears and placing it back on the shelf with the many other photo albums.

I sat with my legs crossed staring ahead of me, thinking how was Justin, what was he doing, what was he doing, is he happy? In a relationship, is he near, where’s pattie, how is she and the kids, I don’t speak to Pattie I don’t know why we just lost contact none of his family know about Harvey.

“Momma” Harvey ran in with food all over his face making me laugh out loud making him blush.

“What did you do Harves?” I asked giggling.

“I sneezed momma and the plate was too close” He said incredibly cute making me aw and chuckle, And pick him up and take him into the bathroom, I placed him on the toilet seat and passed him my IPhone 4 and he immediately got started on Temple run.

“What no!” He screamed

“Harvey! Inside voice” I said sternly, Harvey always seemed to forget when to shout and when not to.

“I’m sorry momma” He said quietly, I smiled and kissed his head I undressed him and placed him into the bubble bath and sat while he played around.

“Momma look” I looked up to have bubbles blew in my face making us both laugh, Olivia came rushing through door making me stand up in surprise and fear, the look on her face showing pure terror

“Pattie called-“She gasped for breath.

“He’s back Lexs, Justin he’s coming back” And that was all it took for me to fall to the ground and be surrounded by darkness.