My Son

Chapter 5.

"Watch where you're going next time, although I don't mind catching you"-Alexis&Olivia.

🎶Im in the club high off purp, with some shades on🎶, I bobbed my head along to the beat as the sun shone through the window and we strolled down the highway.

"Man Miley is my bitch" Alfredo giggled, stoned out of his head.

"Ew nah man it's all about- shit who's it all about" Chaz's dumbass self-tried being smart, when Chaz is high Chaz is even stupider, which is probably terrible. Once he was high he pissed up a girl he thought was high and came back saying he marked his territory. We yet again had to run from the stinking old cops.

"Dude" Ryan shouted. "Stop the car" I breaked and pulled into a layby whilst he went and done his business. I leant against the car looking out at the field and just enjoying the peace of the moment.

"Jay" Alex voice giggled as I recorded her.

We where sat in the middle of a field near her apartment,Her 18 year old self looking happy, Her eyes gleaming with happiness, Her beautiful waist length brown hair hung in loose curls and her make up done to perfection.

She looked bright,Beautiful.

"Come here" Her musical giggle rang through my ears, before she took my phone and kept it on her, I stood next to her, nuzzling my face into her neck that smelt like the Chanel Chance perfume I had brought her for our anniversary.

"I love you Jelly Bean" She whispered kissing my lips softly.

"I love you to Jelly Baby" I whispered back my lips brushing against her's, Jelly bean and Jelly baby had been something for years, She loved jelly beans and I loved jelly babies.

I nuzzled my face into her cheek making her move her face further, a grin spread on my face before I placed a sloppy kiss on her cheek.

She ran off giving me my phone back to record her running around with a kite, smiling at me.

"Dude" I felt someone poke me "Dude we can leave I pissed" I rolled my eyes before hopping in the car and setting off.

No Pov

"Gamma" The little boys innocent voice spoke.

"Yes handsome" He pointed to a room that hasn't been opened in years.

"Can I have a look please" Pattie couldn't say no, she was the same when it came to Justin, His big caramel eyes where always so hard to say no to, it made her think how hard it was for Lexi to wake up every morning and look into Harvey's eyes and not cry.

"Ofcourse darling,its your daddy's room" This mad Harvey's eyes widen and run into the room fast.

His little fingers ran over the football trophies that where all over the sides, his eyes sinking every little thing around the room.

"Gamma daddy liked hockey to, Do you think when he comes home he'll teach me" His goofy smile wide as he asked, Pattie's eyes watered as she sat on the bed and patted it for Harvey to come and sit beside her which he did.

"Your daddy will do anything for you angel" She stoked his cheek.

"Gamma, did daddy love me and mommy? Or did he have another me?" His innocence killed Pattie; every word spoke broke her heart a little more.

"Your daddy loves you so much, and he loves mommy so much to, your daddy left because a mean man was involved" This made little Harvey gasp.

"Like the bad guys from spiderman,is he ok gamma, is daddy a superhero?" A small chuckle escaped Pattie as she nodded.

"One of the best" She whispered as the little boy lay in the bed and she ran her fingers through his soft dirty blonde hair.

"Gamma can you tell me a story about momma and dada?" His voice sleepy and his eyes half shut.

"Of course my little star, Well your daddy and mummy went to school together and your daddy used to come home angry sometimes because he didn't have the courage to tell her he loved her until one day, He took her to her favourite place, the field, they called it there field no-one knew about it, it was a medow full of beautiful green grass that went on forever, but in the middle was a tree, a tree they sat under everyday, then one day your dad set out a huge picnic and they laughed had a great time, then he grabbed her check gave her a huge kiss and told her he loved her." Pattie's voice getting quitter as she heard his little snores.

As she told the little boy the story of his mum and dad she stared at the photograph of them both at Pattie and Jereamy's Christmas party they through one year, Alex was rubbing her 2 month belly and Justin's hands where holding hers and kissing her cheek, the happiness was obvious, The love was there and still is.

Pattie hated her son for putting not only her but Alex through the pain he did, but he had a reason. Pattie didn't stop the tears as she stared at the little boy identical to little Justin curled up in his daddy's bed with a small smile, Jeremy wrapped his arms around her waist whispering sweet nothings into her ear to calm her down.

All that the little boy was dreaming of whilst this was all happening was his daddy.

APOV

"How fucking dare he" I mouthed off to Olivia.

"So wait you ran into him at the shop and ran" Alex swolled and looked down.

Pattie had gone home and Harvey was out cold in his sleep.

"Yes, He grabbed my arm Liv, the sparks are still there" I whispered rubbing my wrist where his still soft hands had grabbed a few hours before.

"It's like I was first meeting him again, It was like I'd been there before you know"

"Of course, the same thing happened when you first met" A small smile rose on her face as she thought about it.

"Shit, fuck, balls" I whispered as I stormed to class.

Fucking lacrosse boyfriend,well ex bofriend, he dumped me because I wouldn't 'put out'

"Fucking ass hole" I stressed before running into a hard chest that sent me flying towards the floor.

But before I could land a strong grip grabbed my wrist and caught me.

"Well aren't you charming" He said making me blush and look down.

"Im sorry just guys" I let out a small chuckle and rolled my eyes.

"Watch where you're going next time, although I don't mind catching you" He winked walking off down the corridor before turning around and shouting.

"My name is Justin"

"Watch where you're going next time, although I don't mind catching you" Both me and Olivia said at the same time before letting out a massive laugh.

"Maybe you should hear him out you clearly still love him" She whispered.

"But what if he doesn't love me Liv?" I looked down.

"I don't think he could ever stop" She squezzed my hand before walking out.

I sighed and went to check on Harvey, who was out cold his mouth slightly agrape and all I could think of was whilst I was standing with my arms crossed looking at my son with adoration was that Justin would come and wrap his arms around my waist and look at him with just as much awe.

I missed him.

I needed him.

Harvey needed him.

But I can't let him in just yet, I can't.

The door knocked making me grab my purse and open it, I thanked the pizza guy before handing him the money and taking the pizza, just as I put the pizza on the table and opened the box another knock was heard making me growl and open the door.

"Lex" My eyes watered, and I didn't know what to do, wrap my arms around his neck or slam the door shut in his face.