Lions And Llamas {Phan}

F O U R

I followed Phil outside to where the palm trees blew in the slightly humid wind. I stood there nervously for him to say something he went to speak but.. Tal came up behind him and started kissing him. I walked off, in shock and with tears rolling down my cheeks. "DAN!! HELP!" Phil screamed. He lied to me. He lied completely, he even called me a faggot when he's dating Tal. He made me feel special, I know I'm not. I walked inside crying, I grabbed my coat,wiped the tears rolling down my cheeks and walked to the others "I'm leaving.." I said on the verge of tears and little did they all know..Suicide too. "Dan,what's wrong?" Louise and Pj said at the same time. "Nothing,don't worry about me" I said and walked out the door. Muffled screams of my name could be heard in the distance, I ignored them and grabbed my headphones that were locked onto my neck and placed them over my ears. I put on "This is gospel" By Panic! At the disco on. Brendon's voice always helped me when shit happened. My phone vibrated and I turned it on
Incoming message from: Philadelphia
Philadelphia: Dan, Let me explain!
My fingers shook as I turned off my phone and continued sobbing.
Incoming call from: Philadelphia
My fingers continued to shake as I pressed decline and continued to walk. After 5 minutes I decided to message him saying: There's nothing to explain. You lied, you called me a saying that , you made me feel special and now.. I feel worthless. Thanks for making me realize what I'm worth. Goodbye, Phil._.
I clicked send and sighed with relief. I walked to the bride and stood up the top of it. I took a step forward, again and again. In a matter of 3 seconds the cold water splashed at my face and I felt myself go under. I drifted off, down the river. I couldn't move at all. I felt my body give up and I said goodbye to the world, once and for all. Little did I know.. My phone had fallen out of my pocket onto the grass and I didn't have a hard password.. it was 'Phil <•∆•>'

Phil's pov- <•~•>
Worry filled my stomach. Not just the fact that Tal had just tried to rape me.. The fact that Dan could be anywhere.. I ran inside "HAVE ANY OF YOU SEEN DAN?!" I screamed once I got inside "He had tear stained cheeks when he walked in here and then he said he had to go" PJ said, worriedly. Tears rolled down my face as I ran to the river, I expected him to be here.. Sitting underneath the cherry blossom tree. I looker around using my phone torch. I found his phone but no sign of him. I picked it up and tried to guess the password. After 2 attempts I guessed it. He had added a picture on Instagram of him crying and the caption was 'Sometimes you gotta bleed to know that your alive and have a soul-Twenty øne piløts' I choked on sobs and called Dan's mum to ask if he had gone back home.
He hadn't gone back home, she hasn't heard from him today. I walked back to the place where the party was and I walked inside. By now they were all watching the news. I sat down and sighed "Hey guys" I said in a whisper tone. Suddenly, I froze as I saw the face of Dan appear on the screen and my stomach sank in worry. The others looked at me " Daniel James Howell has committed suicide. He is in a coma and it is unknown if he will survive" The news reporters said. My heart dropped, so did the ground under my feet. I collapsed to the floor and broke out into sobs. They all caved me in hugs.

Dan's Pov - <°~°>
I woke up in a room of white: body warm and the smell of anti-bacterial soap and flowers. Anger and sadness filled my body as I remembered what happened with Phil. The nurse came in "Ah, Daniel. You just misses your friends." The nurse said whose badge read "Katy" I nodded "Could you give me a record of the people that have come to visit?" I asked, quietly and a tiny bit desperately "They're here" She said and handed me a clipboard that read:
Phil-20/02-6:10am
Louise-20/02-7:00am
Phil-22/02-1:00pm
Phil-23/02-3:00pm
Phil-23/02-6:00pm
Phil-24/02-4:00am
The list went on for another 7 days all with Phil on it except today.
"Is Phil your boyfriend?" Katy asked, her gentle voice soothing me. "Not exactly.." I whisper. "Someone's here to see you,Is that okay?" Katy says checking outside the closed curtain. "Yeah, Could we be left alone though?" I ask and she nods allowing the person to sign in and walk in. I look up and see Phil. All the anger inside me fades when I see the state he's in.. He has bags under his eyes, tear stained cheeks and all. When he sees me awake he runs up to me and kisses me on the cheek. My heart pounds. "Dan, Babe.. Let me explain... Tal tried to rape me.." Phil said tears streaming down his already stained face and I pulled him into a hug. "I'm so sorry,Philadelphia. I never knew. I'm so sorry, baby" I said crying. " I should be the one who is sorry. I love you, Danasour. I really do." Phil said "I love you more" I whispered nervously

Authors note-
Sorry, Sorry, Sorry. This was shit. I'm sorry in advance.