I'm scared and in love

Chapter three: It Slipped

Austin's POV

I walked beside Colin quietly, afraid that anything I said would upset him. He was just giving off this horrible vibe and it made people just stay away from him. Usually there were a ton of people swarming around him, but after this morning rumors were bound to go around.

"I cant fucking belive her! And on top of everyhing else she says shit about you! FUCK!" Colin stopped walking when we got to the gym and punched the glass case that hung oh the wall with the football teams trophys in it. 

"It's fine, dont even worry about it." I was more worried about Colin's hand at the moment because it was bleeding. I took of my sweatshirt and then my white t-shirt. The entire time Colin's eyes were glued to my chest in shock. I ripped my shirt and wrapped a piece of it around his hand but the blood seeped through it. I looked at his hand and noticed a long deep cut between his knuckles. I looked at the wall and saw that the glass was shattered and glass. "Fuck, you can be such an idiot sometimes." I pulled my sweatshirt back on and wrapped his hand with more of my cotton white t-shirt hopping that the blood woud just stop. Colin didnt show that he was in an ounce of pain.

We went to the nurses office but the lazy ass wasnt even there. I looked through the drawers for some gauze and disinfectant. I was fixing up Colin's hand when he finally spoke up, "I'm sorry she said that to you Austin, but dont worry. If any rumors come up we can just beat the shit out of whoever started it and make them admit they lied."

I could tell just how serious he was and I chuckled at the expression on his face.

"Whats so funny. I'm not fucking kidding!" Colin was getting upset yet again.

"It's just that I dont care if anyone says anything." I stared at him with his hand remaining in my own. I always wondered what it would feel like to hold hands with him. "As long as I'm happy, nothing else fucking matters. You should know how good I am at ignoring idiots by now."

"Wow, low blow there man. I know I say some shit but come on! The only reason I bug you about girls is because you're so fucking lonely all the time." He was breathing hard now because of how fast he was talking trying to defend himself. I looked at him questionably as I raised an eyebrow. "Dont look at me like that! You know exactly what I'm talking about."He said pointing at my dick. "You are so depriving it and yourself."

I was slightly amused by his antics and what he was saying. "Now how would you know if I even wanted to keep my litte friend happy with just any fucking girl I see?" I was getting really sick of him trying to force me to fuck any girl on two legs and had a functioning brain."What if I didnt even want to be with a fucking girl?"

Colin's face made me realize what I had just said...I basically told him I was gay...fuck I'm an idiot.

"What the hell are you talking about Austin. Remember that chick freshman year? You like fucking banged the shit out of her and everyone fucking heard that! Dont even deny it, how can you not like girls after that?" I could see that Colin was trying to convince both himself and I that I was not gay.

"So what if I fucked her? I was drunk. Just because I fucked on girl doesnt mean I like them." Colin just stared at me without saying a word. We were on opposite sides of the room now. He was sitting on the bed and I was retrieving towards the door. "Colin, I dont know what to say other than this...I'm gay."

I walked away from him not turning back even when he called out to me.

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Ugh I know this is not that great of a chapter and it was short. BUT! If you did like this one please vote, fan, or comment (: