I'm scared and in love

Chapter Four: No worries

Austins's POV

It was Wednesday and I just didnt have it in me to face Colin after yesterday's events. Dammit. I had no idea I could have been so stupid to let it slip like that. Now he fucking knows I'm gay and he's probably hating me right now or thinking that I'm disgusting.

I got out of bed, brushed my teeth and washed my face. I had to admit I looked damn good. Thats why its hard for even me too believe that I could be gay and not want girls all over me.

I went to the kitchen knowing no one was there but found Colin eating cereal, laying on the couch, watching SpongeBob.

"What the fuck are you doing here?" I stared at him in disbelief. He just let himself in, but that was nothing new. I just didnt expect him to even come near me again.

"Dude, I've fucking known you my entire life. I knew you were gonna ditch today so I just came over." He said casually like nothing changed. Hmm, nothing changed? I kinda liked the sound of that. " By the way...nice boxers" He said as he started laughing and choking on his cereal.

"Fuck you." I was probably bright red finally realizing I was in nothing but my boxers. Yes I was a boxers kind of guy. I mean, Colin and I used to take fucking baths together but that was when we were like four. It was different now. I actually cared about him looking at me practically naked.

"Aw come on man. Why are you so bitchy right now?" Colin was the same as he always had been. He never understood a damn thing.

I ran up to my room and pulled on a pair of dark blue jeans that hung low on my waist. I went back down to the laundry room to grab a fresh shirt but Colin stopped me dead in my tracks.

I glared at him, "What?"

"Whats wrong?"

"Nothing damn. Now fucking move or I'll deck you." Colin was definetly big and muscular, in all areas no doubt which just made me hot and bothered. I needed to stop thinking about him like that when he's around.

"No. Just stop acting all weird man. I dont fucking care if you're gay or not. It gives you no fucking right to be an asshole to your best friend." My best friend. Right, Colin was my best friend. I sighed, relieved of who knows what.

"You're not...disgusted by me?" I asked carefully while watching his face.

"What the fuck? Dude I'm glad you told me! I was about to send your ass to a fucking mental hospital or something because you didnt like girls...but I understand now. It makes sense too. I remember when we were like twelve and there was a new kid at school. Everyone was mean to him except you, you told me he had a really pretty face and that that's no reason for someone to be mean to him." Colin looked at me with soft eyes as he talked to me. "Austin, you're my best fucking friend no matter what. You're probably the nicest, smartest, most down to earth bastard I've ever met."

"Uhm...thank you? Colin, I'm sorry I didnt tell you. You have no fucking idea of how scared I was. Dammit...I feel like a p*ssy." I was embarressed and so happy at the same time. Life couldnt get any better.

"Shut up you idiot. You'll never lose me as your friend. And if anyone gives you shit, I'll fucking kill them." I was about to shit my pants when I saw the look in his eyes. He was fucking serious.

We just stood there, our faces inches away from eachother until the doorbell rang. I pushed past Colin and went to see who it was.

Alexis barged into the house screaming and freaking out. "Oh my gosh Austin! Dont worry I have everything we need. I brought the Ben and Jerrys, 'White Chicks', some porn, and a bunch of other shit! Aww my poor darling is hurting come to mama!" She jumped on me sending me to the floor, and  was on top of me hugging the shit out of me so I couldnt breath.

"Get the fuck of me Lexie" I pushed her off of me and got up. "I'm fine damn."

"But, but, but....You told Colin. Oh my gosh where is that asshole. I'll cut his dick off when I see him." Allie was like a sister to me, except she was a freak in all ways. She was loud, open, loving, cute, obnoxious, dangerous, short, adorable, funny, rude, and fiesty. She was the perfect gir for any guy. If I wasnt gay I would be all over her. Too bad I thought to myself. Then it struck me that Colin was here.

"Lexie, stay here and dont move." She looked confused as hell and rushed past me to the stairs. When she saw Colin just calmly resting on the wall she freaked out. " what the fuck is he doing here? Oh my fucking monkey balls! AUSTIN!!! I do not like this at all. Kick him out! We cant watch gay porn in here with him around!" God just kill me now.

"Shut the fuck up Lex and stop talking about porn. You wouldnt even lay your eyes on any of that shit and neither would I." I threw her oveer my shoulder, ignoring her as she kept kicking and screaming like a damn baby."Im sorry Colin, I need to take care of this first."

"Oooo. Thats just kinky Austin!" Alexis said outloud. Alright thats enough. I put her down and glared at her. I knew she didnt mean any harm but she was fucking embarressing me."Dont you dare look at me like that mister." she slapped me on my arm really hard. "I'm taking my porn and going to your room." She stuck out her tongue and ran up the stairs knowing I would kill her later on.

"Theres no fucking porn Alexis!! Fuck, stop lying!" I heard Colin cracking up behind me and rolling on the floor as he was holding his sides."What's so funny?"

"You watch....gay....porn!!!" He choked out between lhis loud laughs.

"I dont Colin. You know I hate porn in general." I was surprised that he actually believed all of Alexis' bullshit.

Getting up he put his hand on my shoulder, "I know, it's just that Alexis is so fucking funny. We've known her since the first grade, but I didnt know she was such a freak."

"Well, thats because you just hang around all of the football players and cheerleaders; while you ignore anyone who isnt in sports or something."

"That is not true! I know Mark!" He yelled ot trying to defend himself.

"Yea you do, but only because you copy the poor kids homework. Dd you even notice that he fucking likes you?" Colin was seriously being slow right now. Mark Weatherly was so gay that he couldnt even hide his feelings for Colin so he just let him copy his homework.

"Shit, now I feel like an ass." Colin had his hands over his face.

Then we heard a horrible shrieking sound come from my room. We hurried up the stairs tripping over eachother but when we opened my door we found Alexis in her bra and thong just standing there in front of my bathroom mirror.

"Austin hold me!" She jumped into my arms crying.

I looked at Colin was standing there confused and trying to understand what the hell happened. I put Lexie on the my bed and pulled a shirt over her to cover her up. I held her tight while she cried into my shirt.

"Shhh, whats wrong baby girl?" I woud always call Lexie baby girl because she was like a little kid who needed to be taken care of and it just suited her.

She sniffled, "Austin, I think I'm prego!" She then started hitting my chest and yelling, "This is all your fault!"

Then it dawned on me. "Fuck" I whispered. "Lexie you need to go the the doctor first, we cant be sure." I cant believe this was happening.

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