The 2 weeks i spend in his hometown was amazing. I helped his grandma with the farming, doing kimchi and a few other family gathering activities. He brought me around Daegu and shared his favourite spots which holds most of his memories. Right on the Wed of the second week in Daegu, my professor sent a message to me to inform me that he needed the class to come back for lessons because he was going overseas soon. I felt so bad for taehyung because i told him that i was available for the whole two weeks. He was chilling alone on the sofa in the empty room because his grandma went out with his sister's family while i approached him. "Taehyung ah. I have something to tell you. Are you free right now?" He looked at me and smiled. "Yea sure what is it?" I sat beside him. "I need to go back to Seoul." I told him. His smile disappeared. "Why? You said you were free for the whole month?" He looked very disappointed that I hesitated to tell him. "My professor called me in. We had to do extra lessons to substitute the lessons we missed while he is away for a vacation." I looked down. "Ouh" he trailed off. "I'll go back with you." I looked at him and refused his company. "No no it's okay. I'll go back alone. I don't want to ruin your moment with your family in your hometown. Just tell her that something came up in school." His eyes widened. "You sure you don't mind?" He looked concerned. "Nah. I'll be okay." I smiled. I head upstairs right after and packed my clothes while he watch me the whole time. He helped me with my luggage in the car. He insisted on sending me to the train station. He drived me through the two hour journey to the train station. I was falling asleep in the car. Somewhere in the middle of the journey, Taehyung stared at me when he stopped at one of the traffic light. He slowly reached my hand while i was sleeping and intertwined his fingers with mine. He brought our interlocked hands to his lips and kissed the back of my hand. "I will miss you" He whispered. The light turned green soon after and he continued driving. He let go of my hand and I felt empty. My heart was beating so fast and I was biting my lip to stop myself from smiling. He woke me up when we arrived at the train station. "Hey, wake up. We arrived." I fluttered open my eyes and stretched a bit. He helped me take out my luggage out of the car and we head to the ticketing area. I had to go the departure area so we had to separate right after. I looked at him. "I'll see you in Seoul" he nodded. He looked very upset. "I'll go now." I turned my heels. "Hey wait." I turned back around looking at him. He stared at me. "Can i hug you?" My eyes widened as i nodded slowly. I leaned in and hugged him. He hugged me so tight i thought i was suffocating. I didn't realize he was trying to savor the moment while shutting his eyes. His embrace was so comfortable and warm. "Tae i have to go." I whispered. We hesitantly separated. "I'll get going." I smiled. "I'll see you after 4 days, i won't be long" he said softly. I nodded and walked away. I refresh the memories i made with taehyung's family for the past 2 weeks. I remembered how sweet taehyung was to his family members back in Daegu. I guess he's still not comfortable enough with me to the extent that i can be called his family. I will admit that the hug he gave me earlier on made my heart beat so fast. Only a few minutes have passed since the train depart but i'm already missing him. I don't think i can live without you taehyung ah. You don't know how much i want to express my love to you but i'm refraining myself from doing it so that you don't feel uncomfortable.
