Harry what the bloody hell are you doing? I don't even know myself. Louis. My thoughts where all at Louis I needed him so badly and I loved him so badly, I just feel so betrayed, and I feel like I'm just a tool he can play with whenever Eleanor isn't there.
But I betrayed Louis now, I bloody hell cheated on the one I love. Two knocks on the hotel rooms' door made me go completely out of my thoughts. "I'm just answering Harry." Kendall yelled and I heard the voice of and guy. Louis voice of an angel.
Louis point of view:
I stumbled into the hotel using the back entry, I was save there from all the bloody paparazzi's, I didn't actually care about them seeing me outside that hotel Kendall and Harry some few minutes ago I saw just went into, but I'm sure that Modest would mind a lot.
Evenually I got to the reception. "Hello could you please tell me what room Kendall Jenner is in?". I asked in a polite tone. "Sure room 265" I rushed up there as fast as my legs could carry me.
I stood outside the room, I took my ear close to the door, maybe I could actually hear what they were talking about or doing, I don't hope that I am going to hear what they are doing though. I can't really hear a thing, bloody hell. What do you do in a situation like this, do you leave or do you actually knock on the door and pretend to be looking for him, Kendall can't know a thing.
I chose the last thing, I needed to know the god damn truth. I took my hand up to the door and knocked twice just to let them know that it was a knock so they didn't misbelieve it or anything. It didn't go long before Kendall Jenner stood looking at me with big eyes, almost like she saw a freaking ghost.
"Hello Kendall, I'm looking for Harry?" I said sounding just like a friend. If I had sounded like the boyfriend I am, I wouldn't even talk to her instead I would beat her, but on the other side it's not fair to beat on girls is it? "He's actually on the bathroom Louis." She said and smiled at me, she only had a cape on... Fuck... Dammit... Harry had probably already fucked her.
"Come inside." She said and pointed directly at the room. I went into the bedroom and just as I looked around the door to the bathroom went up and Harry stood looking at me only with boxers on. His clothes was laying on the floor, not fine laid but tossed at the floor. I wasn't one fucking minute in doubt and why should I? Of course Harry were going to fuck her what else did I expect? Kendall looked at me and then at Harry. "Do you want something Louis or?"
She said sounding like the bitch she probably was. "No actually I came for my shirt." I said and took up Harrys shirt just to have a fucking damn reason for coming to her hotel room. I began to run out of the room without looking back. "Louis don't go." Harry yelled at me but I didn't stop I was out of this hole. I could hear the door shut behind me and I stopped in the hallway.
My body fell underneath me, fell to the cold ground. My tears got the best of me and they ran down my cheeks, they fell to the floor I lied on. "Dammit." I yelled and punched my hand into the wall.
"Eleanor?" I said through the phone. I needed someone here with me, I couldn't be here alone right now I really needed someone to talk with and the only one to talk about feelings from the button with was Eleanor, she's really good at that.
"Hi Louis, what's up." She said sounding very happy. I love when I know she's happy then it makes me happy, wow it really do sound like we're a couple. "I need you Eleanor. I'm going to die soon if you don't come to my apartment." I said crying. I hated to cry when I was in pain but I just needed to let my tears come out, I needed it so badly.
"Are you drunk Louis, you sound drunk?" Eleanor said quiet. "No, a little maybe, but please come?" I said crying even fucking more. "I'm coming baby." She yelled and she were out of the call. I pushed my body back in the chair, I took some more liquor from the shelf and I drank almost the whole fucking bottle, to drink my sorrows and pains away fells like the fucking right way, it's probably not but sometimes alcohol can make you fell more happy and free and I probably needed that right now after the thing I was fucking witness to at Kendall's hotel room.
I grabbed the shirt that I took from the hotel room. I took it up to my nose and smelled it, it smelled like Harry. This sour smell of candy. I need that smell beside me, I need his fucking body against mine, I need his length in my mouth, I need everything about him right now.
