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Today is your anniversary. Sadly Jin isn't here to celebrate it with you. So you decided to visit him again.This time, Sejin forced to come with you, since she would find you sleeping in the cemetery again. But she told you that she would just give her brother flowers then leave you alone.

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Sejin gave you a slight smile as she gestured you to come near his grave. As soon as you did, she stepped back, heading to her car."I'll be over there if you need me." she said and left.

You lightly smiled at her and faced Jin...his grave of course."Hi love..." you sighed. "Do you know what today is???" you slightly chuckled.
"It's our 3rd anniversary. Happy third anniversary my love." you said while forcing a smile, trying to hold back tears as you sat down. "Uhm...I brought your favorite!" you said excitedly. "Strawberry ice creammm~" smile slowly fading as you stared at his name engraved on the stone in front of you. Reaching for the container filled with ice cream, you smiled as you opened it and placed two spoons in the container.

"I know you love it. Eat with me please~"you said as you took a scoop of ice cream and ate it.
"Love.." you said while putting down the spoon. "I'll say this again and again until you rise from the dead and tell me to shut up." you said while trying to hold back your laugh.
"I love you with all my heart and you know that. I just want to tell you that you made me the happiest girl in the world." you paused.
"And I want to thank you for always protecting me, for always being there for me. Just saying, I won't fall for anyone now that your gone." you said as your smile
grew wider.
"Wanna know why??...because I would never find someone else like you. And I never will. No one is as kind as you, not as caring, not as loving...and I don't think he would sacrifice his life for me like you did."you stated as tears trickled down your cheeks.
"Thanks for saving me from dying in a car accident...You know, I couldn't move my feet once I saw the car speeding towards me. I don't know why...it felt like I was glued to the floor. When the car was about to hit me, I felt someone push me towards the pavement. I didn't look back, but I knew it was you. Then after, I heard cars crashing and glass breaking. I turned back to see you lying unconcious on the road, covered in blood." you tried speaking calmly as you cried harder. "I-I didn't know what to do at that moment but cry and call for your name. Everything felt unreal... and me? I felt useless. I couldn't save you." you cried your heart out and didn't mind anything at that moment. "I would do anything to be with you again...I love you Jin, and I always will."

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