Daughter of laughter {black butler}

he doesn't need to know my life

Delaney's pov

I open my eyes to see dad pumping blood into my body through a tube entered at my wrist "eheh hi daddy" he just shakes his head "I swear child iuse more blood on you than the blood in people through out London "  we both laugh  a bit then Ciel walks in "she's going to be okay right?" I sit up shocked "Ciel Phantomphive was that concern in your voice I hear "

he slapped his hand to his forehead "well you got hurt on my watch genius of course I'm concerned I had to make sure I didnt kill you on your first misson your fighting skills are remarkable andni want your help in future assenments " I shrug " dad can I ?" he thinks for a second "I don't see why not I mean your smart you can protect yourself and it is good for you to get out more you constantly keep yourself locked in your room " I growl at him " father can you not bring that up " he sighs "sorry its just every since that night you know I don't like you alone..."  " FATHER ENOUGH...I asked you not to bring it up " he automatically stops talking "Ciel yes I will join you on missions but it's getting late and I'm awfully tired I must ask you to leave " he nods amd walks out of the room .

"father that was a year ago and you don't have to worry they are all dead and I have made it I'm alive and I have the battle scars to prove it" my father nodded "go to bed child fight the evil in your dreams and sleep with peace and happiness I love you more than you know my beautiful girl " I hug my dad tight " same to you dad I love you so much to the moon and back "  I kiss his cheek and go to my room I put on an over size button up shirt and do up half the buttons then climb into my coffin I look down to my wrists and feel the chocker around my neck those men and my inner demons did this to me

I was captured by demons and tortured I'm a very special creature after all its not everyday you find someone a product of two super naturals they wanted my soul for its pureness I know it they even slit my throat and tied me up with wires that cut through my skin on my ankles and wrists after I was saved by my father with the help of my mother I went back with my reaper blade then proceeded to cut of all their genitals and slit their throats I came home to my father a crying mess he told me how mother left and she refused to come back she didn't want to take care of her disturbed child and crazy husband we sat thst night and cried together I made a vow to never leave my father I was gone for 7 months after all the longer I went through the depression the worse it got I was taking my fathers scapals and shredding my skin healing myself and doing it again after that I would stop healing myself and let it bleed my father found me doing so and almost closed his shop just to stop me I felt awful now when I need it I went oppeum to numb the pain it's not too often anymore I need father always said anythig to keep me happy the man would even buy illegal drugs just to keep me here

I thought about Ciel and how he was concerned for me did I fancy him is that why I gave him my word I mean I am a reaper I give no one my word

maybe I did fancy him maybe thats why I agreed to join him on future assinments I fancy him I want to protect him its just we have similar stories he is so intriguing I want to know everything maybe I should ask him to tell me instead of reading his book tomorrow I shall do so

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this was more of a fiiler only her and her father know of her opeum thing and the depression stuff depression and cutting is a serious thing your not alone if you want to talk I'm here inbox me ~jules