Music On, World Off

Broken

I never really noticed you
Until one day,
When new seats were assigned
And you were sat beside me.

I never noticed
How nice you were
Until you were nice to me
And you talked to me

I never noticed
How pretty your eyes were
Until I looked into them
I could've got lost in them,
The crystal blue, sparkling
When you smiled

I never noticed
How far deep I fell
Until you started
Ignoring me
And it hurt

I thought
You were a bad person
And that you were trying
To hurt me

I didn't think
That maybe
You were trying to protect me
From getting hurt by you
Because you're leaving
And I won't see you again

I thought I was ok
But everytime I think
About it
I feel broken

I know I'm not
But it really feels like it
And I really don't think
I'm ok

I haven't eaten much
Since I found out
You don't like me
And my stomach hurts
Just like my heart
I didn't know a guy
That I don't even love
Only like
Could do this to me

I feel like crying
But all I do is hold it in
And all I do is think about you

I think I'm broken
But I know I'm not
"He's only a guy,"
My friends say,
"There are plenty of fish in the sea,"
But what if I just want him?

I guess I just gotta forget
About the feeling of
Being broken
But its hard

And I know we're friends
But I want to be more
Maybe one day
I won't feel broken
And maybe one day
You'll want to be more than friends

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A/n: my crush doesn't like me back :'(