The Beautiful Disaster(Harry Styles)

Addicted-7

Baby I'm addicted, I'm out of controlBut you're the drug that keeps me from dyingBaby I'm a lair but all I really knowIs you're the only reason I'm tryingI'm wasting awayMade a million mistakesAm I to lateThere's a storm in my headAnd it rains on my bedWhen you're not hereI'm not afraid of dyingBut I am afraid of losing you

*Harry's point of view*

We are sitting in the studio, recording our next single. My part was over we were waiting for Liam's when my phone buzzed, it was Laila.

"Hey, ummm Harry, how are you?" she asked nervously. I can't see her, still I can say she was probably biting her lips.

"I should ask you that" I said.

"I am fine, actually more than fine" she took  a deep breath and continued "I am throwing a party tonight,  I would love it if you come"

"yeah, sure Ummm just wait a minute, hey do we have anything tonight?" I asked our assistant 

"No sir, after recording you are free," she said and I nodded.

"Yeah, I would love to come"

"I'll wait for you then," she said and hang up.

"Someone's in a good mood I see, huh mate?" I realized Nail was asking me with a raised eyebrow.

"What do you mean?"

"Mate, you are blushing and smiling to yourself. What's the matter?"

"Its really nothing Nail"

"alright I won't push ya, anyways I and lads are having a night out, care to join"

"nope I am just gonna crash," I said and smiled within, I am not gonna tell them now.

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AT THE PARTY

I parked my car just outside her home, music was already bursting, there were many amazing cars outside, oh hell it's gonna be crowded.

as I moved in her house looked like some high-class club, filled with music alcohol and dancing people, my eyes were trying to find Laila when it landed on a person I didn't expect to see here.

"Ed?" I asked him, he pulled me into a hug, so did I

"Harry, how you came here, you know Laila?"

"Yes, I do. You never told me that you knew her" I questioned him, I was a bit confused how do Ed knows  Laila.

"I see, there is going a friendly get together going on boys" Laila was standing with her left hand rested on her hip, she was looking stunning in black short dress, with red lipstick and free hair.

"You, look beautiful Laila"

"Thanks, Harry, " she said and pulled me into a hug when my hand meets her bare back I could tell that she was dancing for long cause she was a bit sweaty but she was smelling like mint and apples.

"You are probably wondering how I am friend with Ed Sheeran ?" 

"yeah, actually"

"I met him in a concert and we grew friends, I will tell you the story afterward first join me on the dance floor, sorry Ed I am stealing your friend" she pulled me in the middle of the dance floor, she swayed, so did I. I let my body crash to hers. 

we were so close that we now smelled like each other, at a point she looked me in the eye than pulled me out of the crowd and guided me upstairs, there were people too. we moved to the balcony, everything felt silent, one part of her balcony was covered fully with shades like it made a small room with a sofa in the corner other part was uncovered.

"I was feeling a bit suffocating in there " she finally spoke to break the silence.

"Laila are you really okay?" I asked with a real concern in my voice.

she smiled at me and leaned on the balcony, which revealed her back, she looked at me and said"I broke up with him, I just told him it was over and I am done, I think it was for the best" she said but I could feel her pain, she tried to fake a smile but failed .

I grabbed her by the wrist and pulled her into a tight hug, I could feel her heartbeat and warmness of her tears on my shirt, I wanted to tell her that everything is gonna be fine and it's just a nightmare.

she pulled her face an inch away from mine, I didn't realize when I took her face in my hands and crushed my lips to hers, she tasted of alcohol probably vodka, she pushed me to the wall inside the shade of balcony, music from inside seems to get blurred as my hand moved to her back pushing her forward to me and let her body fall on mine . her hand moved carelessly on my shirt which she half unbuttoned, she moved her hand into exploring my body. our lips never leaving each other.

Then she suddenly stopped "Harry, I think I should take things slow, I just broke up and I don't wanna mess up again  ." she said trying to catch her breath.

"I understand," I said and she looked up at me I kissed her forehead and we moved out to be greeted by Ed and some other friends of Laila. I think it's already started.