Letting go is not an easy task
It means complete, and willingly surrender,
To surender it all
To surrender means, accpeting the fact " Yeah I lose" Oo, ang pag ibig ay isang sugal at sa pagkakataong ito---- natalo ko!
Which is not common because nobody wants to be a loser! Aminin natin! Selfish tayo, gusto natin na makuha ang lahat ng gusto natin. Walang gusto na maging talunan. Lumaki akong varsity player, and I was raised to win every situation I'm in.....
Kahit ikaw for sure ayaw mo ng natatalo ka. I am raised to fight for the win.
Letting go my also means you are allowing your past to be free, and happy in another's arm. It also means you are FREEING yourself from pain. TAMA NA! Ilang beses ako nagtry na magsuicide, kagaya nga nito lang naiisip ko ng tatalon ako mula sa 5th floor ng building namin... tapos ayun. Me bumangga sa akin, hindi pa ko namatay eh, Kainis lang. hahaha.
Laging gnon ksi, everytime I try to kill myself, something happen, may pumipigil. Siguro may mission pa ako kaya talaga naman di natutuloy eh
Letting go means to move on. The world is running so fast, if you don't move, you'll be left behind, and when you realized it, it's too for to chase, naiwan ka na, and again for the second time you LOSE.
Shee left you and so the world does? YEah maybe my LOVE left me but i still have LIFE left in me to make myself a better and sana nga new ONE
Letting go and moving on my point you to another DIRECTION. It could be for the better or for the bitter. YOUR CHOICE.
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SATURDAY 2 pm Nandito na ko sa SM Manila sa National Bookstore. Nagbabasa ko ng book na bout moving on.
Nagbago kasi ang usapan namin. Ewan ko sa knya,
"So, it's what interest you huh?" Hindi ko pinansin iyon kahit narinig ko, nka-headset kasi ako, now playing " Time to grow by lemar. Pakinggan nyo rin. maganda kasi iying message, ito ung link sa gilid oh ! :)
"So mending a broken heart: moving on nice book" dahan dhan kong binaba ang binabasa ko.
Again i saw her face, the face who I used to see with my teary eyes before, but now I can see it clearer.
She's .... smiling at me like this ^_^.
"Ahhh, ito ba? hm... ahm,... hehehe " Napatingin ko sa book na binabasa ko? Bigla kong sinara at nilapag ko sa rack
"wala ito, wala, na interest kasi ako sa cover"
"Sus, tara na nga!" sabi nya at hinila na ako
Pumunta kmi sa pizza hut, gaya ng usapan, ililibre nya ko, dahil sa nabangga nya ako nung isang araw at nagmamagandang loob ako.
