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WARNING: self harm, swearing and suicide thoughts (you have been warned)

James POV

I sobbed into my pillow the blood dripping from my arm all the bullying, my family not expecting me, I lost two friends in the last year Alexander Hamilton and John Jay, John died from a stroke and Hamilton and I just started to fight.....life wasn't worth living!
I waited for my mother and father to fall asleep, when they did I got dressed in a t-shirt, jeans and a hoodie I pack my bag with rope, pills and a gun.... I left and walked all the way to New York.... I stood by the bridge ready to jump when I felt strong arms rap round my body!!!
I turn to see Jefferson he had left for France a few years ago, I hug him and jump from the bridge.....

Thomas POV

I had just got to New York and saw James on the bridge I panicked and ran to him pulling him down, we both shared a long hug I looked at him he looked scared and upset....he puts his bag down on the ground roughly and a gun and pills fall from it, I looked at him in disbelief
"Jemmy..?" Was all I managed to say,
"Thomas I'm so sorry life has been so tough and I didn't know what to do I--"
James rambled I stopped him by pressing my lips against his, lemon chapstick he hasn't changed one bit... we pull away and walk hand in hand to a hotel, "Don't ever think about doing that sort of shit again!!" more aggressive then I intended.
James squeaked at the sound of my voice "as long as your here it won't cross my mind..."

THANX FOR THE REQUEST gunsNships, I ENJOYED WRITING THIS SORRY IF IT WAS CRAPPY, ANYWAY BYE BYE

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