Shes always there

Deal with it

POV: Seulgi

"So anyways my moms making fun of me for being lazy. And she told me I was fat. Me?  Fat?  That's ridiculous! " I was waiting for Irene to jump in and say something like 'I did notice you were getting heavier' or something smart like that but she didn't. 

I looked at her and noticed what she was looking at something else.  I followed what she was looking at. 

It was Wendy.  One of my friends. She was really nice and we got along well but we had never gotten close.

"Why are you looking at Wendy?"

"She is the one who told me to break up with you"

I grew angry.  HOW COULD SHE TELL HER SOMETHING LIKE THAT?!  just as o was going to go over and give her a piece of my mind. 

"Seulgi calm down. It's not a big deal"

"Not a big deal?!  She almost broke us up!!"

"No. I almost broke us up. That was my fault.  Just like everything is." She mumbled the last part

"Stop saying that! It's not true!" I yelled

"Yes it is! " she yelled then she ran away.  How could she just run away?  Why doesn't she believe me. She is a really great person and she's absolutely beautiful. 

I have to find her.  I've got to apologize.  I've got to find out why this one person has convinced her to do think so badly of herself. 

I found her in an empty class room with her head in her hands crying. 

"Irene" I said.

She looked up like a deer caught in headlights and I gave her a small smile. I walked in and felt her eyes following me.

"Why do you care so much about what she tells you? " I said softly. If I was going to get this out of her I needed to be gentle. Who knows what's going on in that head of hers. 

"Come on.No secrets..  Please tell me." I lifted her chin up so I could see her properly. 

She sighed

"Wendy and I we're friend before."

I gave her a look to tell her to continue telling the story. 

"When we were younger she was my best friend we would always stay together and it would really be good fun.  After a while though after my dad left"

She had told me about her dad leaving and about having to watch her siblings and her and her moms bad relation before so I knew what she meant. 

"I started to drift away from friends and such.  Wendy wasn't really happy about it either.  She said I wasn't putting enough effort into the friendship. At the time I had thought she was ridiculous.  Looking back I don't think that anymore. She was right...  I guess she held a grudge. "

I didn't think that this meant that she was a fuck up or anything..  Actually I find it quite a ridiculous reason.  She certainly didn't have to bring our relationship into it. 

I explained this to Irene. She didn't believe me.  I don't think she ever really agrees to a complement I give her.  We'll work on that though.

Together.  We will deal with it.

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Holy mother of fuck that was long. Sorry about that. Sorry I didn't tell you guys a lot of info such as Irene's whole family situation.  It would just take so long and this story just wasn't meant to be that long. So I apologize if it feels rushed I didn't write down a plan exactly I just came up with ideas.  So...  Yeah. 

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