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It all began with a whistle in the wind coming all together and then BAM a sudden stop. The sound of pain welding my beginning. Being young in this world doesn't mean you have it easy, all it means is you have time. Being a kid the realization hit me like a rock. People never expected anything from you, but when you did something it was oh so worthy of recognition. Nowadays all i hear is "at least you tried" but trying is a tier long past me. This all begins with my family in this crazy fucked up world. Let's go with my siblings. I am danny that is all that needs to be said, i am the middle child one older sister and one younger brother, that's about it. I have both my parents still in this world to as of which i am greatful for but there are bridges that are broken that have been under construction for years now. See in my early childhood roughly 6 years of age, was when my brother was born but right before that my parents were fighting and fighting, arguing over stupid shit, that had no purpose other than to never let me think of safety being with my family ever again. My parents never got married so i can understand that, my dad he didn't make the wisest of decisions. He is a main leak in all of my pipes, he would pop in and out of my life putting duck tape over it time and time again. His family more specifically his brother stepped up and helped my mom out the most, my parents made a wise choice in a godfather must i say. (no sarcasm like I'm being honest best godfather ever) My family was broken but my uncle had given me a 2nd family to look to. And over the years my cousin was closer to being my brother and he isn't even blood. I've always heard words like "family is everything" "protect your family at all costs" but the thing they all referred to was blood, who am i biologically related to, and having one grandfather that went to prison for child molestation, doesn't really fit the bill as "family" to me. Family to me is the people i can trust with my life whether it be who i love or who i simply know, i must trust. But see as a thing i learned, trust isn't a penny you find on the street, it's more like a needle in a hay stack. Family is who i believe in, and those who believe in me. Family became my ball and chain, restricting me from different pains. The only pain i felt was that of a day, their words would fade away but come back like a boomarang. Family such a familiar term, the feelings it's all so there, when i'm not.

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