Chapter 3

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ALEX ON THE SIDE

*JONESY POV*

I walked back into my room and saw her laying on my bed passed out. I smiled and lied down next to her. She moved closer and hid her face on me. I wrapped an arm around her.  she started mumbling.

"no. please. dont hurt me." I started to let my mind wander.

Is she talking about an ex? What has she gone through? What caused her to start cutting? Shes so beautiful. I dont know why she would. 

I closed my eyes. 

I walked around in a feild. It sorta looked like the one in the middle of town. it was about the length of three football feilds.

I looked to the southern half of it. In the left corner. She stood there. Dressed in all black. Her hair drapped down her. It stopped about her waist. Her facial expression was blank. She had black scratch marks all up her arms. 

I stood there and watched her for a while before she motioned for me to come to her. I walked towards her. As i walked closer the scratches on her arms turned red. I looked at them. She turned her head. 

"Whats your name?" I asked her. She didnt answer me. She only looked me in the eyes and started whispering things. "huh? What did you say?" I Asked.

"Help me. Help me please. Please you gotta help me. I need help. Please." She said as she started to cry. I moved closer and wrapped my arms around her.

As i did so she disappeard. I looked around. I started to run around looking for her. 

"WHERE ARE YOU?!" I yelled out.

"Help me!" I heard faintly.

 I sat straight up in my bed breathing heavily. Courtney wasnt next to me. I looked at the time. 12:00. Fuck. I looked around. Nothing. I ran downstairs. Noone. 

I ran putside in just my pants and ran to her house. I knocked on her door. A man answered. Must be her dad. He looked at me.

"What do you want?" he said angry.

"uh. Is courtney here?" i asked nervous.

"SLUT! THERES A BOY  HERE!" He yelled over his shoulder. Thats rude. I saw courtney come around the corner. She looked at me. and came outside and shut the door.

"What are you doing here?" She asked looking around.I whispered

"I woke up and you were gone. I got worried."

"I came home so he wouldnt know i was gone." 

"why didnt you tell me?"

"I didnt want to wake you. You looked peaceful."  I sighed and hugged her. 

"Just tell me when you leave next time. Please."

"okay i will. Im sorry."

"Its okay. Ill get ahold of you later. Okay?" she nodded and went back inside. I turned and walked home.

*COURTNEY POV* 

I went back inside. 

"Who was that slut?" 

"My only friend in this town." 

"Did you fuck him?"

"Uhh no."

"Your fucking lieing to me. Dont lie to your fucking father!" He brought his hand down across my face.

"FUCK!" I gasped and fell to the ground and started to tear.

"Dont use that kind of language around me skank!" He said as he kicked my side. I coughed and crawled to my room. I sat with my head on my bed and cried. Why? Why did this have to happen to me?

I got up and went to my bathroom. I locked the door behind me. I sat in the tub. I reached behind the toilet and grabbed my blade. It has become my only friend over the years. I looked at my shorts. Then at the blade. I told myself why  i was doing this. 

I brought the blade across my leg. The pain it only made me wonce. i found the blood addicting. I did this several times. I leaned my head back against the wall and dropped my blood covered blade.  I closed my eyes as blood dripped down my leg.

*JONESY POV* 

i took a shower and got dressed in different pajamas. I sat on my couch and pulled my phone put. I texted courtney.

hey whats up? 

i waited for a reply and never got one. I got up and went to the park. 

"YO JONESY!" I heard from behind me. I turned around and it was alex. 

"Whats up bro?" I asked as he ran up beside me.

"Nun. what about you?"

"Just going to the park. Have you seen Courtney in the past hour or so?"

"Nope. Why do you like her or something?"

"Im worried for her. I wen to her house earlier and her dad was a total dick to her. And she looked really nervous and scared. And on top of that i had a dream about a girl who looked sorta like her and she was begging me for help." He looked at me.

"well damn. James said he heard yelling earlier from her house. And a scream. Maybe we should go check on her." I looked back at him. I really wanted to go check on her. But i dont want her getting hurt because i was back at her house. I dont want her hurt at all.

"Maybe ill give her a call." I pulled out my phone and called her. I put it on speaker. alex stood infront of me looking at the phone like something will appear. 

"Hi youve reached Courtney. I cant get to you right now. But leave me a message and ill try to get back to you." Her voicemail said. 

"Hey courtney its Jonesy and Alex. We just wondered what your up too. Give us a call or come to the park and hang with us. Peace!" I said then hung up.

"Hmmmm..... Wanna take my advice?"

"Dude. WE just left her a message. We will wait to see if she calls or comes here." I said as i sat down on a bench.

"Okaayy." He sat beside me. 

"Guys!" James said as he ran up.

"Sup?" I said.

"Wanna smoke?" I looked at Alex and nodded.

"Sure." We said at the same time. We went to James's house. I looked over at courtneys and sighed. I walked in.

"Come in here" James said from his bedroom. We both walked in. He pulled his pipe out and lite it up and took a puff. Then passed it to alex. He did the same. Then handed it to me. I took a hit. This went on till it was gone. We looked at each other and laughed.

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Well guys. Third chappy! What ya think? ~SixxGurl

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