cappuccino; vmin

Chapter 6

(A/N: Forgive me for errors, I am just too tired to proofread rn)

I already forgave you for what have you done; since day one.

You just don't seem to notice that I actually have my fists turn into calm ones whenever I see you in pain because of that guy.

I saw you changing into a real monster because that fucker influenced you with his bad habbits.

But why do I just don't mind you calling me a fat ugly ass, abusing me using any objects that you can reach, hurting me like you have no son?

Because I love you.

Because I understand you.

I bear the pain you provide, so that the pain you feel fades.... for a minimum amount of time.

But I can't just understand,

Why the hell you can still live with that guy? The guy who broke us, the guy who broke you inside, the guy who broke my perfect smile, the guy who almost killed me, the guy who broke me.

What's gotten into your mind, mum?

I love you,
Your lost son.

The clouds look a little bit sad today; they can't even try to show up, the shiny sun seems a bit off, the wind that was talking to my skin earlier has gone cold like they're wanting me to go away, the room is filled with something I always have; loneliness & sadness, the boy with the red notebook seems like he lost himself in a sea of dead leaves; guess who's that lonely boy? Me. Of course.

I went out of my room and my morning already started to fuck me up with an image of Yoongi standing behind the counter.

Pretend okay? You're an expert with this.

"Hey, Yoongi!" I screamed while running towards him then back hugging him, the boy stiffened which made a part of my lips move upward; smirking at his back. He pushed me backwards which made feel a pang of rejection.

I frowned when he told me to back off and wait for him to finish what he's doing and after that, we shall talk.

I mean, why do we need to talk? He can't understand me anyway. Heck, he can't even let me win a stupid argument.

I relaxed my back into the chair and fished out my phone from my back pocket. It immediately made a 'ting' sound when I unlocked it.

parkjimin_twt tweeted a photo!

The sun soon happily interacted with my skin, the wind moving smoothly smelling like fresh grass and clouds seem to find its way up in the sky. Goosebumps. Jimin. Epitome of beauty & happiness.

@parkjimin_twt: turnin into a d-boi soon 🤘🏻