My Dearest Natasha

January 17, 2011

January 17, 2011

Dearest Natasha,

Im being sent on a mission. Back to Russia. Where we last spoke. I dont know if I can go back there.

You're recovering though. The doctors said it. They are so surprised that you are probably going to pull through! They were surprised you made it through September. 

I begged Fury to let me stay and watch you recover. I begged him to let me stay with you. He refused though. He said when I come back I can spend as much time with you as I want. 

But what if I dont come back?

This mission is the most dangerous mission I've ever been sent on. Im going alone too. Fury doesn't have time to search for a new partner for me. 

What if I never see you again?

I still have so much to say to you Natasha. I have so much I need to tell you. 

What if I never hear your voice again?

I cant do this Natasha. Please help me. 

I'm giving these letters to Director Fury to give to you if I dont come back. If you wake up, I want you to read them. I want you to know that I was thinking about you the whole time you were in a coma. 

Natasha Romanoff. I love you.

I hope this is not goodbye.

-Clint