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"Hey babe sorry I'm at the studio right now, Talk to you later love"
"Oh uhhhm call me when your free then. Ill start dinner come home early love"
"Sure babe, call you later. Bye love you"
"Bye, love you too"
It over a week that my boyfriend is busy with his work.
Yeah he is an Idol after all. But it seems like he isn't taking me as a.priority. I'm like second after his work.
The phone calls isn't the same like what we used to have. We don't go on dates like before. And he isn't that sweet to me anymore. He is much more focused on his work.
I never doubted him. I don't want to stop him in something his passionate about. I love him
I started making dinner for the two of us. I wanted to make it special and a little bit romantic.
This night I want his full attention to me. No work, No interruptions, just the two of us in our 3-year anniversary.
I made my way to the kitchen and started to do magic. I want to make everything special so the cuisine I'm making are mostly his favorites.
Well, people say "One way to get to man's heart is through his stomach"
I set the table with candles and wine and set it in the most romantic way. I bet we will be having the best anniversary with this.
After I was done setting up. It's time for me look good for my man. With all those work I better start cleaning myself if I want his attention.
I went to the bathroom and started doing lady stuff. Bubble bath, shaving and all the crazy stuff a girl gotta do to get his man.
It took me about an hour to finish my bathroom duty. I went to my closet and started picking out an outfit for tonight.
Yep, one mega problem for me is choosing the perfect clothes to wear.
I started throwing random clothes to my bed. Piling clothes with clothes. I can't seem to settle with anything. What to do???
I was already frustrated with my clothes. But when I dig deeper on my closet I found a box.
Oh yeah I bought a dress days ago. I totally forgot I got one. The perfect dress for the perfect night and for the perfect man.
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It was enough to show him that I want him and that I need him.
To complete my look I started with my make-up. I didn't put to much effort. He doesn't like those kind of stuff smudge on my face.
I just put on some simple smokey eyes, blush and nude lipstick.
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I checked the clock and saw that it was already 7:15, by 7:30 or 8 your boyfriend would be home. So you took your time checking if everything is set for your date.
Food looks good Red wine on ice Candles and flower petals on beds Dimmed the lights Dress to perfection
"Omo I forgot to wear shoes. Aigooo" I rushed to my closet and wore my heels that comes with my outfit I bought. Now I think everything is set.
He would definitely be surprised for our 3-year-anniversary, this is gotta be good for the two of us spending the night together sealing our love. Just the two of us and Love.
I made my way to our living room and waited for him to go home. I was a bit hungry, then I remember I forgot to eat my lunch. I hope its worth it then
"Aish that boy should be home early I'm hungry"
You waited for him.......
Seconds passed
Minutes
Hours
2 hour
3 hour
5 hour
It was already midnight and you were still waiting for him to be home.
I called him countless of times but he didnt answer nor returned your calls. You even texted him and he didn't bother replied.
"He said he would be home early, did he forget about today" or as the time right now, Yesterday???
I don't know what to feel anymore, what could hed be busy about at this time?? We are supposed to have our special night.
Our Anniversay.
I was hurting. I can't help but feel disappointed and upset. Maybe he was caught at work, I don't know anymore.
I can't stand this, I tried to call him again and this time he answered it.
"Baby, call me later I'm out with my friends celebrating, you know nights out with pals"
"Do you not know what today is, you said you were going home early"
"Don't worry, Ill be home soon, I'm just having some nights out"
"Nights out, I don't even see you anymore, your always at work and I only ask this day for you to come home Hoseok" I screamed at phone realising all the frustrations out
"Dont scream at me Viella, I work for the both of us so stop complaining on everything I do"
"Now you put this on me, I just asked for one night Hoseok, this night"
"You keep pestering on everything I do. Stop controling me!! I control myself. Why don't you just be every girl in the world and not control your boyfried, aish"
"Wow, I didn't expect this from you. I'm not every girl Hoseok, I cant believe you"
"Aishhh. Lets just talk when I'm home, stop ruining a fun night"
He ended the call. And clearly he was drunk.
Everything he said hurted me. Is that how he felt towards me. Is it finally over between us. Does he not love me now. Am I really controling him???
I was a pest to him. I was pestering him. I can't anymore.
I want to leave
He doesn't care anymore
I was a pest
He didn't love me now
Is over for both of us??
I went to the dining table were everything I prepared was put into waste. Grab the red wine and poured it to a glass.
