Richard, also known as Dick seemed to hate me out-of-the-get-go as people say, he went up to me in science class and started to mess around with me throwing pencils and pens also RULERS i had to defend myself but i didn't i knew he was my school bully but i didn't say a thing about it he kept on saying shit about me like i have big boobs then i stood-up and said "WHAT THE FUCK ILL FUCKING SLAP YOU BITCH" then everyone looked at me as if my face was bleeding the i looked at my reflection and my face turned completely red, dark red, i ran out and surprisingly the bell rang and i went to class happily with a skip in my legs i went to class with no problem till I got yelled at from the teacher saying "your LATE, go down stairs and get a late slip" I'm Shure China could even hear that literlitly I went down stairs and I got a late slip. I walked slowly to my class while the bully Richard was saying shit to me like go fucking die you not wanted here bitch, I didn't answer him and walked away of Corse I had to think about it and I felt a tear💧Came down my face even though I wasn't feeling sad it was strange.
11:11
It was lunch time I had nothing to eat but these bags of strawberry witch satisfied me then thalia gave my a pice of her pizza that's the perk of having good friends they help you and give you things you need. After 30 or more minutes people said 11:11 make a wish, I did so and I wished for a nice boyfriend that will love me and never leave me .
{bell rang}
I went to history therefor we learned about "mountains and rivers" wooooo hooo it was the most boring day of my life ugggghhhhh. I had nothing else to do but go on Instagram and saw that one of my friends died in New Brunswick Cody Golding died and I couldn't keep my sadness in it just came out and no-one asked why u sad and i didn't care what happened but i just left in tears an i didn't care if someone followed me but it was okay i made sure no one came in the washroom with me so i can cry my eyes out as hard as i can my love being killed he just died and i cant even forgive myself i wish i didn't move so i can be there for his funeral and i could of been there for his mom and sister also brother friends too. I feel depressing i cant forgive myself i feel depressing i found a knife in a lose brick and i picked it up i tried but i failed i didn't kill myself I through the knife at the wall and it broke I picked it up and put it back in the wall then put the brick back then left the washroom then I got scratched on the door because there was a nail sticking out of the door, I looked down and I saw blood on the floor I looked at it and it was a medium cut
(Blood on floor)
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(Blood on arm)
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{not the real cut ill show the scar at the end of the chapter}
I didn't know what to do I got loads of paper towel and wrapped it around my arm and cleared the blood of the floor then went to class hoping no-one knew what happened and doesn't ask what happened i went to class and trying to keep my crying in so no-one asks what's wrong then the bully came along which made me thought {wtf i don't want this i do want to die i don't want to be bullied and I DON'T WANT HIM TO COME NEAR ME.}
me-What the fuck do you want
richard - Don't fucking swear at me or ill fucking slap you silly bitch
-i walk away-
-he followed me and the starts running-
-i ducked hoping that he was going to hit me instead of body slamming me-
richard- bitch u better run
-i ran and he couldn't catch up to me he was so slow-
me- kay bye cunt
-he mumbles
me- cunt cunt cunt cunt cunt cunt CUNT CUNT CUNT
richard - BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I ran upstairs then he couldn't go up his pants were so down he kept on pulling it up i lmao till i went to class I gave my late slip to him then i say it said 2:16 but its 2:48 "GO BACK DOWN STAIRS AND GET A NEW SLIP MISTER ANDERSON" the bell rang he said "well since the bell rang you can go to gym james" i did so
3:10 {the bell rings at this time}
i went home and had a nice dinner with my family not telling what happened at school today i played minecraft with my friends the went to bed hoping to have a great day tomorrow.
