The Rejection

The Hatred

i went to school alone with my brother feeling sad knowing the love of my life has hated me ever sense Thalia and Nuna told Ethan that i like him and asked him out. Every day i got to school he looks at me if i was a she-devil and i just don't understand why she's so mad at me i just asked him out that's ALL! then we both have the same class in gym then i have to see him outside every day till i move I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY HE IS SO MAD AT ME?!

Then people get totally mad at me like Ethan, Jamie, and other people i just didn't understand everything is going to fast for me all i wanted is for ethan to like me not hate me put seriously he didn't have to say i'm a slut all he had TO DO IS SAY JUST NO! THAT'S IT! NOT SAY IM A SLUT FOR FUCK SAKE! but seriously WHY! you think he would take that as a good thing because boys AND girls like him like really he didn't have to drop me that hard literally.

Basically the rest of the story goes down hill.

I went to class feeling hungry because i havent  ate in 24 hours i figred out Cloey was mad at me then there is ethan thats mad at me for having the same type of hair cut but not the same style then there's me moving in 3 days and i can't even talk to my friends because their always with ethan or their with some-one that is mad at me after that there is swimming and my cuts are going to hurt pretty bad. I don't know what to do i have enough on my mind to even think about what i should do, should i die? Should i live? If i die people are going to to miss me like my perents but most people don't even care but if i live people are going to make me sad but i will have love and care from my parents 

I chose to live....

End of chapter one.

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