Chapter 19

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Niall's P.O.V.

I'm the first to wake up out of everyone, I'm not even surprised to see that its 8PM. I decide to go for a walk and just think for a while. I leave without my jumper or phone, I just leave.

As I walk I begin to think, if the lads were going to leave, wouldn't they have done it by now? If this was a joke it would already be over. After seeing me like this, seeing my medical issues, my mental state and insecurities; they still want to help. They want to stay. No one has ever wanted to stay. If the lads are willing to give this a try, then I am as well. I walk back into to see the lads running around frantic grabbing things I assume to start looking for me. There's noise coming from everywhere around me and I just pull the closest person near me into a hug, which happens to be Louis. The rest follow suite, and soon we are all in a huge group hug. "Thank you" I whisper and Liam wipes away a tear that I didn't even know was there.

"We should make some dinner, yea?" I nod at Harry's suggestion.

"Pasta!" Louis yelled and ran for the kitchen, making all of us, including me, laugh.  Harry starts cooking and babbling about how Lou was going to set the house on fire. Lou simply pouted until Zayn went and cuddled him.

Sure, I may not be at my best right now, but one day, I'll get there. I can do this, I just have to try really hard. I'll have bad days, but who doesn't? I'm deciding now; as I look around the room at the lads surrounding me, I couldn't think of anyone else I'd rather spend my life with.

"What are you smiling about, lovely?"

"Nothing" I reply to Zayn's question and keep smiling to myself. I can really do this.

~A/N

Hello darlings! Just thought I wanted to leave a happier note.

QOTC: Favorite song from the Made in the AM Album?

~All the love, Kitty xx :) <3


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